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Until there is no more
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Until there is no more In the song of the man in his room in his house in his head remembering And then no more? —Thomas McGrath, "Ordonnance", The Gift of Tongues This poem has a soundtrack. 2 songs that play along with it are "The Knife Feels Like Justice" by Brian Setzer, and "Rock and Roll Dreams Come Through" by Meat Loaf. Until there is no more started January 31st, 2021 I remember the songs crying from the radio the words I couldn't say giving expression to the searing pain helping my soul fly away until there was no more I remember my room that was light pink the color my fear still is today the secrets in there breaking open like the stains on the carpet that everyone must have seen the tears in your broken eyes that could not be cried until there was no more I remember the house that room was in a house that was no home me a hermit crab without a shell war without and war within until there was no more I remember what was in his head the self-loathing, isolation paranoia and bitterness that were his gift to me from father to beloved until there was no more What remains is the remembering and the not remembering reality shimmering into and out of existence until there is no more. |
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Your in a better place Let the past be past Move forward you have a home You have someone that cares about you You live and breath every minute of the day Open your mind and eyes to see Walk walk walk Look at the beauty with in you Let it shine like the sun As far as he bright blue sky Your soul is still with you Don't set it free Walk in the woods with me
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a moving peace. thank you
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The scars of the past not only remain in the present but also affect our futures if we allow the dark secrets to be all we remember. Forgetting isn’t the answer. The hardest thing to do is to change how we react to the world outside our periphery. Remember one thing and tell yourself this:” I’m still here. I survived. I’m stronger than I realize. “ My name is MrWrong and I approved this comment
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