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Lockdown frustrations  

Scunnybottom 58M
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7/1/2020 1:58 am
Lockdown frustrations


Well, as much as the frustrations initially related to the lockdown itself, they are now more focused on the difficulty (for me at least) in trying to forge some useful 'friendships' on this site. No doubt people have a lot of commitments and also have to be extremely discrete when communicating, but it does seem very difficult finding someone who will chat regularly and maybe even cam2cam or similar.

Even ignoring the fact that what I really want is for Covid to be gone and at the same time for a bloke who is enthusiastically 'top', able to accommodate (within say 20 miles of me) to be in regular contact so we can meet and he can give my arse the sort of sorting it really needs, I am feeling hugely frustrated and am hell-bent on finding some kind of release for this.

Fantasising is of course amazing, and I do a great deal of it, but nothing comes close to the real thing. I keep closing my eyes and thinking about the last encounter I had (courtesy of this site) and remembering the feel of a cock in my mouth, hard and, eventually, pumping out cum. I am getting a it aroused just thinking about it, and thinking about the next time this might happen. I think the only thing better than seeing a cock spurting hot cum everywhere is feeling it shoot down your throat. Not for everyone of course, but wouldn't life be boring, not to say even more frustrating, if we all liked them same things. My inevitable need to fantasise has also got me thinking about slightly more 'kinky' things I want to try out given the chance (whenever that might be!), such as a bit of watersports, more ass play and some<b> prostate </font></b>massage to name but a few. All of these activities require both time and privacy, so I suppose these are the things I am hoping to secure in the future.

I am, I have realised over the last few years, most definitely bi. I am quite happy with that fact and, more than ever, wanting to explore that side of my personality (if it is a 'side'. Come the right time, I will have a very well douched colon, a very clean arse (and elsewhere) and a very dirty mind for any bloke who is interested, has the time and can provide or find the place. I cannot wait.

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