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Blogs > aheroremains > will you be for me?

~I~  

aheroremains 59M
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12/1/2019 1:23 pm
~I~
~I~

August 9, 2010 at 1:09am

dearest me and you.…

i was so excited after i received your latest friends request....but upon accepting it i realized for the first time in my life that each time i have accepted you as my friend (and btw that is #1,432)...that i inevitably....wait, strike that!....immediately upon clicking the "accept" icon, feel as if i have denied "I" once again....A denial of all things great, small, right, wrong, brave, fearful, weak and strong parts of the me that has always been "I" and until now, have not been whole with. And although those aforementioned ways and means are my reality and often times in flux against each other....there is one constant of "I" that the you and the me cannot deny....And it is that "I" cannot be in Love with the you or the me or the us that we keep hoping me to be....For it is those moments of true bravery when "I" successfully try and often times succeed at scaling those oh so treacherous walls that imprison the you and the me....as "I" discover and come to understand that all the love, joy and wonderful experiences we long for within the other....was just another one of a million excuses for you or me to continue putting off one of the most important and life saving acts that most of us human beings fail at, me being for me….and you being for you....or I "being" for "I".

For "I" believe that we need to trust more in "I" through the closing of our eyes and opening all our "I's" and therefore seeing and understanding that "I" have many "I's" of wonderful color, shape and dimension that is wondrous beyond all measure of body and mind.....and it is only then when "I" feel unconditionally Loved not for....but as "I"....and all those countless natural God given attributes such as kindness, forgiveness, faith or peace rush forth as water to the falls....For Love knows that it is boundless and there is no stopping its force within acts of giving and accepting of all the you's and the me's as two of the most special of "I's"....and an acceptance that "I" am from no place in space or time....and it is the emptiness of that space and the quietness in that time where these untruths have replaced our "I's" with our eyes.

And so without further ado....I must bid you....as well as me farewell....as "I" am off to live life not for....but of "I"....the stranger formerly known as me....a life in a myriad of moments that longs to be the "I" that "I" am and will always be....and only the placing of "you" after "I" can "I Love You" then succeed....For all the "you's" and the "me's" that have long to be freed....
Sincerely mine,
~I~

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