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Was MY "Curiosity" Actually Bait For My "Self", part 6  

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2/9/2022 9:29 pm
Was MY "Curiosity" Actually Bait For My "Self", part 6

So there I was ... even Jackie, my current, "all things carnal and otherwise too", (except when only a man would do of course, for either, or both of us ... and we often joke about finding one man to share on a regular basis) ... Jackie, who was not really looking forward to going to the Xmas Group week of partying at all. In fact, she considered it a favor, big favor to me ... and I will then owe her a special ... in her words, "a very, very, special time" when we get back here ...

Anyway, yes Jackie, who was not a real fan of our Xmas trip to Chicago with the whole "Group"; Jackie, almost admitting Kitty's invitation sounded sincere and gracious ... and also offering to take care of my during this proposed first "meet and greet" visit. And then, per Kitty's followup message the next morning ... change of plans as would be out of town for Thanksgiving but Rita, (Bob's wife), coming there the following Monday and she having a ticket for me at the airport with the return open to join Rita ... but I still had some reservations.

Of course I wanted to see Charlie, but not necessarily Charlie and Kitty, "them" as a couple and "the couple" for three plus days. It felt sorta awkward ... how could Charlie and I really "reminisce" and "catch up" with Kitty just "perched" there also?!!!

... Kitty, Charlie's ostensive and enigmatic "wife" whom I had never even met; who knew I was Charlie's college roommate ... and GF, admittedly a "Translesbian" relationship, for about six plus years ... so she knew something about our relationship ... that's never good initially but maybe in the long run if "the four of us clicked" ... but initially awkward, sorta just "yucky".

But also, for this first trip, now Rita would be going too,... I knew her and we got along and we would be flying together for a visit ... the plane would be taking us down to Chicago for a visit rather than the plane just delivering me to them, Charlie and Kitty as a "couple", and to what end.

Admittedly, of course, I was a bit ashamed of my apparent insecurities with this whole issue and yes, it would probably be of those things that when looking back would just not warrant all this consternation. Also, Rita could, no would, be fun ... and if I did not go ... then Kitty, well, would win, or, I would be demeaning myself, and I knew I was, or perhaps could be, better than that.

And so, rather not get much sleep that evening waiting for or both of the girls, Kitty and or Rita to call ... I decided to "accept" the initiative and phone and I called Rita here in town.

Kitty answered the phone, Rita's home phone number ... Kitty was here in town and visiting Rita?)!
... xox Kaycee.

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