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Feelings ... emotions anxiety and why ... how much have I changed? Charlie changed?  

tomboytgirl68 55T
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12/31/2021 6:32 pm
Feelings ... emotions anxiety and why ... how much have I changed? Charlie changed?


Yes, I do have some time now and upon reviewing my last postings, both parts 1 & 2 to see where I left off ... something I did not realize ... that prior to Charlie, or rather Charlie & Charlie's Wife arrived ... I perhaps almost more obsessed with insecurities as to our finally seeing each other than Jackie . I jumped from the situation before our<b> trip </font></b>even started to bits and pieces of my preferences and why, Jackie and our relationship and a couple of scenes staring Charlie and then, somehow it time for dinner after we arrived. To "get myself out of this ditch", I have to put all this in reverse for a bit and then forward, again. lol.

And BTW, now you know what or who "Minnie" is ... and so, what is her "fault"? Well, Minnie, or her minimal contribution to my "masculine" image ... but rather endorses my slight build ... relatively firm ... but, certainly not "muscular" not alluding to being "macho". But for me is that a "flaw"? ... not according to me ... hey, "... candles, bubble bathes, lotions, and fragrances, etc";... I prefer to shave my legs, etc. ... You know, "... somewhat attractive; slender, and prefer to be smooth and soft ... for both, myself ... and, at times, also for another ... for the obvious ...

Anyway, enough of my narcissistic pampering & preening ... I'm starting to annoy even myself ... so, where were and where did we end up with that last posting? Well, I have to remember that I my narration on my last posting yesterday, the 30th ... that we arrived and an embellishment as to our feelings upon arrival at our destination a week previously, on the 23rd. This also included some commentary specific to some bits of relationships generally and ending with ... having to end the blog entry, (yesterday), and where Jackie, (also yesterday))...

Ok, if you read all this, plus the last couple of entries slowly, and use your yellow outliner, perhaps it will make more sense ... I know it did for me, lol. But, no, I'm not going to trash the postings cause I think that our feelings and why is what I trying to communicate to remember, at least when I read all this again ... not necessarily the day whatever occurred, etc.No "pop quiz" or "final" on all this!!!

For example, before bed, I had to look back in my own postings to remember Charlie's wife's name ... and no, of course it is not her real name ... but what I will call her as well, my "personal" postings are certainly ... "public". To my knowledge, I only use real names when whomever has a preference to do so ... to take "credit" for whatever? ... probably stick with their portfolio ... which I used to do occasionally ... when I used to have a "portfolio".

Both "Minnie" and I do apologize for the disorganization of these last couple of postings for anyone else. Again, guess I am not as poised as I thought ... it is the situation down here and all the unknowns presently I thin Will post soon, depending upon who is doing what, etc. And I can start with explaining where Jackie ... and why.

To anyone who is reading all this ...thx for your patience, you silly person ... lol. Oh, and as to Charlie's Wife's Name ... no, last week, I did not even go to back for her "assigned alias" ... and I am going to wait until tomorrow, as even though yes, at this writing I have met her, but am still thinking, the jury is still out and I will tell all next posting and why ... let my impressions/feelings/herself will dictate my "label" for her. That will be fun and ... I will remember it easier, Right? ... whether I to or not, Right?

This is one of those postings that I will read in the morning and be so happy if it all makes sense and well, if I forgot the second comma in a sentence etc somewhere ... I'll just it in my next posting. lol
,,,xox Kaycee.

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