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Myself, so very bare and in your lap ... whisper # 11.  

tomboytgirl68 55T
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5/25/2021 10:22 pm
Myself, so very bare and in your lap ... whisper # 11.


I have been<b> wrestling </font></b>with part which will follow this ... the culmination of experiences of this adventure, the ending. Because up till then, it was, for , in several ways, on several levels, extraordinary. There is the Professor, frankly almost bigger than life, perhaps more an incarnation of Svengali than what I think he would prefer, just an insightful, urbane, scholar.Then also, complete that team, there is his Driver, Jimmy ... the Professor's lackey, steward of all their issues sensual ... "set the stage" for the Professor. And all that, up till then, was the way it was, from my prospective. And all that, flavored with my intended "state of confession", my intentional total disregard for social propriety and decorum for the sake of, again, what really was ... how I was feeling, not how I was supposed to feel, etc. Then, of course it has flirted several times with a proposed promise of a very salacious climax ... and followed by an afterglow of self justification, of explanations ... rationalizations and appeal for understanding ... perhaps even applause for attempts to champion urges towards suggesting what would amount to hypocrisy.

But, the simple truth was, is, that it all did not end that way; the one single reason to admit this now, or ever, is that when it did, and it does sometimes, it can be appreciated in whatever subjective manner it deserves ... whether whomever, and/or I, deserve it or not.
... xox Kaycee.

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