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~~ The Tracks
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~~ The Tracks In the grocery store ....and passing by all the items i used to before hubs passed and left for . The memories brought liquid to my eyes which proceeded to roll down my cheeks. Thinking about only what i wanted to cook/eat seemed rather selfish. Said to myself, " self, this is now your reality". Driving home in the rain, the song....The Tracks of My Tears came on the radio. That was an era when we could hear the lyrics and they actually made sense. " My smile is my makeup, i wear since my break-up with you ./'./'./'./ ". I know and am quite familiar with that kind of smile. The drive and the music produced more tears.....but...walking in to the house, the rain.....blended in with the Track of My Tears~~ |
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.......and they are predicting more rain for the rest of the week. The trick or treaters will be gathering treats in the rain. Be safe folks ~~
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Oh I did that same thing my first grocery trip after he died. Grabbing a large item then realizing I am buying for one. The tears just came. It was my first realization, I am now a “one”. Time does help. It will get some better.
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Oh I did that same thing my first grocery trip after he died. Grabbing a large item then realizing I am buying for one. The tears just came. It was my first realization, I am now a “one”. Time does help. It will get some better. ....with each passing hour/day/month/year...ive felt better. Then something happens......and throws me back into the abyss. I ve always had the strength to crawl back out , and start anew though. So far ....anyway. ~~
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I've never gotten outta that habit. Except for cucumbers 🥒... they never last. But meats? Five lbs of meatloaf? Bring it on. Twenty chicken thighs? Oh yeah... Pretending is fine and you can get creative with the side dishes. I still pause... when I'm lugging those huge bales of toilet paper. I mean... how much can I pretend, right? 😮 🤔 Yep... I hear you. Happy Halloween... 🎃👻🦇😊☠️👍👽🤡 ... is there another way to look at it Going Too Fucking Far NEW Blog Features RevealeD O O A Foolproof Method Posted Over on that NEW site O O
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Looking after #1 is easier said than done  
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Reading that made me cry.. I brought me back to my loss... I wish I could have given you a hug JUST ME A TALL PASSIONATE MAN WITH A HUGE HEART
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11/12/2019 6:07 am |
Life is a Game, the older we get the more we lose until finally we lose the Game. I think what your feeling is the most normal emotion we can have.
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11/12/2019 6:08 am |
Oh I did that same thing my first grocery trip after he died. Grabbing a large item then realizing I am buying for one. The tears just came. It was my first realization, I am now a “one”. Time does help. It will get some better. Very kind words for someone in need of them.
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Good morning hun what a heart felt blog, its amazing how sometimes music can bring memories and then the tears start to flow. I do hope all is going well with you. I wanted to let you know you were one of the winners for my Thanksgiving Contest. I want to award you your points, so if you could let me know when you will be here on the site, I would like to get on IM and award them to you. Congratulations and have a great day sweetie. Tmpt..  Seduce the mind and see what a wonderful adventure the body will take you on.. 
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My Mom loved all kinds of music. Even though she’s been gone 17 years, I still tear up when some of her favourites are played. Music has that magical ability to transport us back to those special places and times.
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My Mom loved all kinds of music. Even though she’s been gone 17 years, I still tear up when some of her favourites are played. Music has that magical ability to transport us back to those special places and times.
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