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My First Time with a Guy
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My First Time with a Guy I was in college, about 20 years old, fresh 20. I always did well with the girls but found myself wanting cock for the first time. After breaking up with my girlfriend at the time. I was down and out to say the least. I started sleeping with a good amount of attractive women but something was missing, it just wasn't exciting or kinky or taboo enough for me. I felt myself wanting more. Some nights I would watch porn and I always loved exploring the really wild kinky movies that I could find. Eventually I took a look at some bisexual stuff and started to enjoy it a bit, my secret thing I thought even though I felt guilty about it. I never thought of myself as bi or gay. In fact, I told myself I would never ever be with a guy. I really thought if I did it once I might turn perma gay lol. Flashback to when I was younger and first learned to jerk off and masturbate I began exploring fingering my ass while I touched myself. Soon after that I started using other objects from around the house to fuck my ass while I came, it felt so good. So from a young age I already enjoyed anal play but it was years later before I even thought about letting a guy fuck me. So I think everyone in college drinks a lot, smokes pot and even does a little cocaine. I was no exception back then. And the nights when I found myself alone my mind started wandering to new exciting things. Like hooking up with a guy. So one night I decided to try and meet someone online. I think it was something like an AOL chat room back then, lol. Anyways, I found a guy that was interested immediately. I wanted to make sure he was a top and I'd be bottom because that was all I knew. I was a little tipsy and decided to go to his apartment.  Upon arriving, I was so nervous but so turned on and excited. I walked in and he grabbed me and started caressing me. He was much taller, bigger and he towered over me. I had made sure I was really fresh, smooth and ready to be fucked if we went that far, I wanted too. I had used toys for so long I was so horny to try a real cock. So quickly he took me to his bed and laid me down, pulled my clothes off, I could tell he really wanted me. And I was really turned on being stripped naked and him wanting me. Usually, when I was with women, I was always in control, now I wasn't and it was so hot. He started kissing and licking my naked body, making his way for cock, running his hand down toward my ass and I was so turned on I was dripping cum. He stood up and took his clothes off, I moved closer waiting to see his cock so I could touch it, stroke it and suck it as soon as he freed it from his pants. As soon as I saw it come out of its cage my jaw dropped to the floor. He had a giant fucking cock, I grabbed it anyways and started stroking it. (I spent so many times touching my own cock but when another mans cock is in your hand or your mouth for the first time its kind of an awkward thing. I think to myself I hope he likes what I'm doing. I immediately asked him if I can suck it and he said yeah so I gently put his giant monster cock into my mouth, it was still half hard but way bigger than mine. I started to suck it softly, licking it and trying to make it harder. I think he was nervous too. He then started to take more control and get more aggressive, and I quickly knew I was his to use and I liked the idea. He laid on the bed and started stroking his cock, and I stroked mine. He asked me if I wanted to 69 and he put me on top of him. He started sucking me and I sucked him, he started eating my ass and fingering it, felt so warm and wet but I was starting to get nervous about trying to take such a giant cock. After all it was my very first time! I told him his cock was fucking gigantic, like porn start size. He said he knew that and laughed. I asked him how big it was. And he told me 10 inches and thick. I was so turned on but wondering what the fuck did I get myself into. I had never even taken any toy close to that size before. As we 69'ed and he loosened up my little boy pussy, I started licking and sucking his big balls. He was getting rock hard now and dripping drops of precum which I had no choice but to get used to. He was strong and grabbed me and turned me on my back onto the bed and asked if he could try to fuck me. I got so excited I just nodded my head yes. Wondering if I would be able to even fit his huge rock hard dick in me... He went to get a condom and some lube, thank the lord. I pulled my legs back to my head and started fingering my tight wet hole while I watched him put the condom on still amazed at how incredibly large his cock was. He saw me touching myself and came over to me and sucked my cock a couple times, spit on my asshole and started lubing me and his cock. I was trembling with anticipation. This is what I'd been waiting for, my secret fantasy that I was ashamed of but wanted so badly for a long time.  He gently spread me and slid his throbbing tip into me, slow but with force. It was very painful for about 10 seconds but I Knew it would pass and my tight little hole would stretch and learn to take it in. I held him and moaned telling him to wait a sec, and he did. Then I gave him the go ahead, it was starting to feel good and I wanted more of it. Once he got a couple inches into me things took a turn for the rougher. He was fucking rock hard and starting to thrust harder and harder. I was so scared he was going to rip me wide open but it was feeling good. He bent over me with his huge cock inside me and asked if he could kiss me. Now, I didnt plan on this, I wanted to be fucked but I didnt want to kiss, it never crossed my mind. Weird right? But I told him to kiss me anyways, so he started making out with me like a porn start while he bred me with his monster cock. I was feeling so gay but I didnt care I was so turned on. I started to like being his slut. Feeling him pump me hard and rough, he turned me over and fucked me from behind but I quickly went back to my back as I could handle his cock better that way. After a few minutes of what felt like being totally fucked and pounded balls deep by him and spread open like dirty fuck slut something weird happened. Out of nowhere I just started having multiple orgasms, cum shooting everywhere while he fucked me. I had never even heard of this before, never heard of having an orgasm with touching your cock, an orgasm just from being fucked. It was explosive and messy. I could tell he liked what he saw and started fucking me harder. He asked me if he could keep going and finish and I told him yes. I wanted him to finish, i started feeling guilty after I came, like what was I doing, am I gay now? Etc. Etc. He fucked me so hard for what seemed like 5 minutes, I swear he was balls deep in me ramming me so fucking hard I could barely take it. Then all the sudden he pulled out took off the condom and blew a huge load all over me. I was such a dirty slut at that point. Questioning what I did with him. Now I'd forever be a bi guy or even gay but it was so worth it. He cleaned me off and told me it was great. I agreed. I told him I was so scared of his huge cock and he laughed, told me I did great for my first time. I told him to call me and said goodbye. As I put my clothes on and started to walk out. I could feel my asshole was a gaping open mess. I felt like I had a 6 inch wide gaping hole and it was sore. I drove home and jerked off again thinking about the experience. That was my frist time with a guy. Felt like 0 to 100 and I forever would love the idea of being a cock slut. He called me a few times to try to fuck me again but I avoided him, looking back I so should of let him fuck me every day but we were both in college and I still felt guilty back then.  Five years later I got into cross dressing, embraced the idea of being dirty slut for big cocks sometime and still exploring.  Anyone would like to fuck me? Let's talk. 
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Really turned me on to recall my first time. Such a turn on looking back. Sorry for lack of editing, Hope you like it. Feedback welcome.
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9/12/2018 8:09 am |
Great story I loved it!
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That’s so hot great post
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Thanks so much for the nice comments.
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9/30/2018 5:09 pm |
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10/30/2018 7:18 am |
MMMM lovly story, made me so horny.
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12/4/2018 6:34 am |
What an erotic true story! That first time would be hard to TOP. Cheers to you.
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Are all those pics you? They are hot!
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My gosh you're gorgeous
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What an excellent story. I got very hard while reading this. I am wishing you are next door so we can have some of that fun. i
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Hot story, made me so horny i had to masturbate, thank you for telling and for a good orgasm.
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thanks for sharing enjoy it sexy little ass
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