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He's a Lady, She's a Gentleman
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He's a Lady, She's a Gentleman Being a transexual in rural Saskatchewan isn't the easiest thing to do, even more so when you spend most of you're life living a double life. From time to time, the two halves would would get the better of one another. Sometimes a scream would escape, sometimes a tongue would be held, everyday was a balancing act. Everyday was out of balance. The thoughts that race through one's mind when it's been taught to behave one way, yet feeling another can cause no shortage of confusion, and conflict for oneself, and those around. It's hard to tell bros that you wear women's clothes. It's not nice for a boy to be made of and spice. While other's pursuid happiness, success, eachother or the opposite sex, others struggled with self acceptence. It's like forcing a square peg through a round hole, maybe it'll work, maybe you're a dumbass for trying, maybe there's better things to concern ourselves with. Sometimes family members would decide that you were weak, and needed to be stronger, mostly everyone just thought you were strange. In spite of their opinions, you were regarded as being well behaved, quiet, albeit distant. When a transexua, drag queen or crossdresserl was seen on TV, you couldn't laugh along with everyone else, you didn't see what was funny. There were plenty moments that didn't seem funny to you, there were more moments that made you cry. As the began to pile on, the clothes became tighter, it became difficult to find privacy. Bodies would start to change, yet the mind always felt bound in<b> chains. </font></b>It's hard to feel pleasure when you don't allow yourself to feel pain. In a mad world, is it normal to feel insane? (to be continued....maaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaybe) |
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i can understand those kinds of thought. Not easy for sure.
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1 post 11/22/2018 11:47 pm |
I find this so hot
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It may be difficult to see how an old bisexual guy can relate to your experiences, but to some of them I can. How do you live with the confusion of liking boys and girls equally such that they are inter-changeable? Who can you talk to about it? No one. There is no one that would understand. Nobody, as of yet, understands what it is to be bisexual. You like boys? You're a queer, you're gay, you're a fag. You hear what people think you are and what they want to do to you. And it's never to just love you as you. Keep writing. You posts are very interesting and thought provoking. And some a little funny. 
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