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Alone Time Soon!
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Alone Time Soon! On Monday, my ever present will start a new job. Her old job was working for a company that should could work anywhere and anytime, pretty much. I still am working the same job but she will be gone from the house! We will still have one day off together but that is okay. Now I will be able to take care of my sexual needs before work and maybe after work. I will now be able to wake up to silence and not have to wake to hearing about work problems. Funny, she doesn’t like it when I do that. Okay, enough about her. I don’t take care of myself as much as I should. I need that alone time to take care of myself in many ways. I need the sleep. I need the masturbation. I need the self care time. One of my is having a horrible time right now. Depression and<b> anxiety </font></b>to do well is holding him back from doing things he wants to do. All he wants to do is play games on the computer or play on his phone. He is a young man who loves to play sports. He is going to counseling but I forget about me sometimes. My hours are insane. I start late and end sometimes after midnight but I get up early to take my to school. I go back to nap for a couple of hours then get ready for work. It is a big cycle. There is no time to date in my life. Plus I am not sure I really want to. I will have to go for another battle with my verbally and emotionally abusive ex soon and I am not ready for anyone to be a part of that except who really needs to be. It kind of drove the last boyfriend away and I thought he loved me. He just couldn’t deal with the abusiveness of the ex towards me. There have been a few bright spots this past week. I did spend some quiet time, while my was on a phone call with a customer. I quietly watched a few porn movie snipits and played with my pussy. I was able to have an orgasm but it was short lived. Maybe I have have an actual one on Monday. I have been talking to this one guy for a very long time, I have never met him. Strange. We met on this site. We talk almost daily. Mostly about work, remodel of a house, my lack of a quiet time and his lack of sex from his girlfriend. We have shared pictures to help encourage the other into pleasuring themself. Sometimes it works, sometimes it does not. Well, I feel a little better getting this off my chest. Hope to see you again real soon. Instead of wishing you were someone else, be proud of who you are. You never know who has been looking at you wishing they were you… |
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