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i will be light, i will find me, somehow i know that i can
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i will be light, i will find me, somehow i know that i can  well shiit. the time has come where i have do something that i have hoped not ever have do... i have my pride and i my reputation in my online presence but every- fucking- body needs ask for help occasionally. so here goes folks...  and rather then a plea for help, please consider this a learning experiemce and ponder what you would do if it all happened you. and perhaps you have some simply damn good advice. please do share your thoughts and ask anything....  i am renting a storage unit, and looking for somebody with a truck and friends to assist me in moving out of the house i occupy at this time. it is no longer making any sense to stay where i am at, because the place is in my boyfriend's name.  i am also seeking a place of refuge where i can stay until (???) i figure out what the hell i am going to do. i cannot emphasize enough... many of you told me to leave or lose myself, but that already happened. now i need to find me in all this mess.  not looking to move into anybody's bed, room or house of pain, be anyone's possession or girlfriend or one and only... not into drama, and not looking for any either. a female companion would be great too. ladies don't get stuck like i did!!!  i am not opposed to sleeping with my housemate(s) and i hope to find a fuckable person or couple to get it on with daily. having said that, i do not want a serious, exclusive cage, a guy with rage, or a ring to be engaged. stop that.  i to find "moving crew" friends, rommies, locate a car to make use of, and along the way, may that bring me newfound friendship and amazing sex, of my favorite things in the world. have one 23 lb cat btw.  a word about my situation: darling, if you, jj, are reading this... know that this was not written as a hate crime on you... it not about you. sure i love you, but i love myself more. and for that reason i must go, since i cannot maintain self respect as long as i allow you treat the way that you do. taken for granted, unappreciated, isolated, and i've been such a fucking mess. miss me? you didn't miss me when i was there, so step off and exit the ride you are over. everyone else: all you need know is that i am moving on in my life because somewhere along the line i lost myself in all of this nonsense. and i've become somebody i am not... all the time crying, isolating, finding myself even without words (those of you who know me will question this, no doubt!) i have never been so disrespected, disregarded and used as i feel now. and since i have exhusted my efforts in tring work things out with a miserable person who only wants live under a negitivity cloak, i do have take back my power in the only way i know how: exercise my right be live without abuse, and i can only assure that by taking a chance out there in the big bad world. here i go. as a witch its been difficult not break out the black/dark magick that is known vodoo this asshole. he deserves it yet its not my place deal out fate. karma will prevail here and as i believe is always the case, the light will overcome the dark age, and there will be peace, and let it begin with me. i will be light.  i appreciate your viewership  |
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