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When sex goes stale
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When sex goes stale Inspired by a 'chat' today with swindonvisitor69 So, you’re sat in ‘your’ chair wondering for the umpteenth time how life came to be just this. Just work …. and chores. And when did ‘she’ become so bloody awkward. All she ever does is gripe about something. So what if I fall asleep in my chair every evening. She’s boring. Watching her bloody soaps. And since when did she stop bothering to put the effort in with her appearance. God, when we met she was stunning. God did I fancy her. Still wouldn’t mind a bit of action now …. even looking like that. Look at him, sat in ‘his’ bloody chair again. At least he’s not asleep …. Yet. Snoring over my programmes. Mouth open, head lolled to side ….. the less attractive side. He goes to work, comes home, eats the food I’ve made then hey presto, asleep in the chair. When did life become this? All the times older couples moaned about their other halves, and we laughed, knowing we were different. We couldn’t keep our hands off each other. We had that secret ingredient ….. lust. How could I have been so naïve. Look at you now. Hair’s receding, buttons straining on your shirt, you don’t even care anymore. Grab your belly in front of your mates and joke about how I still can’t keep my hands off you. If only you put the same interest into me as you do your mates and TV. ‘Do you have to watch this same shit again’ I ask, knowing it will piss you off …. But hey, do I give a fuck? No, not really. What do you ever do? Sure, you work. Whoop!!! It’s not as if you earn as much as me. And yes, you run around after the . You wanted the bloody so I don’t see your problem. Just moaning for the sake of it. Here we go again. Every time I put the TV onto something I like (let’s face it, lousy hour a day) you start moaning and talking over it. It’s not even as though you have anything of interest to say. Always moaning about the , about the state of the house (get off your fat arse and me), and you won’t allow me my eape for that hour each day. You are such a miserable shit now. What did I ever see in you. A snooze, and a bit of a dream of the woman on the site. The who wants sex. Why shouldn’t I just go and meet up with her. Every else is doing it. She at least wants it. Not like you. Fuck knows what excuse you’ll come up with next. All this menopause crap. ‘I’m too dry’; ‘it hurts’; ‘my body doesn’t respond anymore’. Bollocks, bollocks all fucking bollocks. And of course the all time favourite. ‘I’m too tired’. And there you go, snoring again. Just go to bed ffs. At least I could watch my programme in peace. But no, you sleep in ‘your’ chair. You crash out there with that weird smile on your face. God it’s not even 8pm. I bore you. You bore me. Then you are going to wake up at bedtime and try to get me to be interested in you. Start poring me. Not even really try to build me up. And no matter how many times I tell you my body hurts now, you don’t believe it. You think it’s some feeble excuse. You seem to have forgotten how much I loved sex too. It’s all about you. You think some lube will make all the difference ….. well no, it fucking stings. Mmmmmm ….. relaxing snooze. Blimey, it’s g eleven. Only felt like a nap. God I feel horny now though. What’s the chances. I look at you ‘coming up’ I ask as I exaggerate a stretch and a yawn. If I say no …. You’re going to be a nightmare. Start that row as I try to go to sleep. I should have slipped up a few minutes ago while you were still asleep, then at least I could pretend to be asleep when you come in. Wow! Looks like it might be my lucky night. You haven’t moaned or come up with an excuse. Just turned the telly off and got out of your seat. Looks like I might be onto my monthly promise early. I’ll lay on my side of the bed. Maybe he won’t even try. And if he does. Maybe it won’t hurt so much tonight. Maybe he’ll at least try to build me up. Lots of fore everywhere but there. Get my body feeling responsive again ….. trouble is that’s gonna take ages and I’m tired and he was a pain in the arse earlier …. Why should I even bother. I put my hand on your thigh. You pull away and curl in a ball facing away from me. I turn away from you – what’s the point. ************************************************************ What I should try ….. is firstly, talking and listening to you. And making a suggestion. How about we have a date night. But more than a date night. You take the day off work. Get a nice pampered treat to make you feel relaxed and happy. I’ll make all of the arrangements necessary for the etc. I’m going to book a nice hotel room. I’m going to buy some pretty sexy underwear in a colour that I think you look gorgeous in. I’m going to book you a taxi and send you the room number. Ask reception to give you the spare fob when you arrive. You go to the room: I get out of the taxi, introduce myself at reception and they give me the fob. I had a lovely facial massage earlier and must admit, it was really relaxing. And not having to drop the off and sort anything at home is kind of nice too. Not even booking my own taxi. So I’ve put on a dress I know you used to like me in. I hope you still do. Why am I nervous. Oh, it’s been so long. And now I’m at the door. I open it. You aren’t in here, but there’s a note. Very simple ‘I love you’. I see the bottle of my favourite wine on the bedside locker with 2 glasses. I see the box on the bed, you’ve written that name on it. The you used to me all those ago. I’d almost forgotten it. And a smile comes to my face, very gently easing away the negative feelings, remembering when life was just you and me. And I open the box, and there is some beautiful satin underwear. A pale blue with black edgings. Very sexy. But look at me. This body has been through motherhood. Hardly sexy. Oh, and hold ups …. Really? But you have made such an effort, so I take them out of the box. I take off my dress and underwear and I put on the matching bra and panties …. and that colour is still complimentary on me. And the hold ups. I catch a glimpse of me in the mirror. I suck in my belly. I put on my heels. I look again. It doesn’t look too bad. Low lighting and it will look even better. I start to feel a bit excited. I put on my dress. I see a spark of confidence in my eyes. Where did that spring from? Then I hear my ph. A text. ‘Please meet me in the bar when you’re dressed. I’m sat at the bar waiting nervously’. My smile gets bigger, I head to the lift. Why the hell am I feeling nervous. We’ve been together forever yet tonight feels like a first date. I hope she likes the underwear. I know she’ll look so sexy in it. I feel overw myself now, what if she doesn’t fancy me anymore. No time to worry, she’s walking across to me. Wow, she looks fab. I haven’t seen her looking so good in a long time. And it’s not just the clothes. Her face looks warmer, younger ….. happier. Definitely happier. And I can’t myself, when she approaches I hug her and huskily say in her ear ‘you look gorgeous’. Did she just press into me? That was a definite press of her body against mine. I press back. She doesn’t try to back away. God, I’m so hard already. But I don’t want this to all be about sex …… well I do, but I don’t. I want it to be about us and about making love and about her wanting me as much as I want her. His voice in my ear. Low, husky, and god I can hear how much he wants me. It always did have this effect on me. Weak at the knees. I close my eyes and press against him. He smells so good. And I love him in that shirt. Right now I want to drag him upstairs and have sex with him. But that will ruin everything. I have no idea how my body will actually respond. Please god, let it all work tonight. Let there be enough love and lust between us to me self lube again. Please. We decide we don’t need a meal. We can eat later. Holding hands we walk to the lift. Once in the lift I press up against you. No hands. Just let your body feel how hard I am for you. Ah, especially with your nails on my back, and I can feel your breasts pressed hard against me as we kiss oh so passionately. And then we make our way into the room. ******************************************************* I hold you and kiss you. And kiss you. And rediover how it feels to really kiss you. I lift off your dress. You cross your arms across your body. I gently raise them and you let me. You look down towards the floor. I lift your chin. I want to look into your eyes. Want you to see the desire reflected from mine. ‘My god you look fabulous’ I tell you. And boy do I mean it. You smile, a very grateful smile. But I mean it. I’m not trying to make you feel good …. But I’m glad that you do. I kiss the back of your neck, lay you down on your front on the bed, start with your neck and shoulders, and carefully work my way down your back. I hear your moan. Oh, it’s been so long since that moan has sounded that inviting. I move down to your feet and start to slowly massage my way up your legs. Mmmmm, so good, you keep doing that, I’m just going to open my knees slightly, maybe even wiggle my hips a bit as I start to feel tingly inside …. It’s been a long time Yum, just the right sort of reaction, as my hands wander along your legs, touching every available inch, and smoothing over your hips. Over your curvy bum, god am going to find it difficult to keep my hands off for long It feels good to feel your hand on my cheeks …. Oh, that cheeky slap, you never could resist …. And then a kiss My hands beginning to roam along your inner thighs Now my hips pushing my bum up towards you … my legs opening wider, my moans making you very aware that I want you Then I move back over your bum, out to your hips, along your sides, just brushing against the sides of your breasts as they pass. And reaching your shoulders and head, my body sliding against yours as I move up to kiss you on the back of your neck Me feeling the hardness of you as your knees are either side of mine …. Your body pushed against me. Your chest brushing over my back as you lift the hair off my neck to kiss it The softness and warmth of your skin as my lips work their way around your neck, past your ear (as I whisper that I am going to fuck you) and seek out your lips The response from deep within as I hear those words Your reaction makes me swell against you, my lips touching yours as we kiss I push against you …. Now desperate to feel you inside me, even momentarily You position yourself so that my tip starts to enter you, but I match your movement to prevent full entry – for now at least I groan from frustration …. God I want to feel you inside me I slide down your back, kissing you as I go, reaching your bum, my legs now inside yours. Moving lower, with me now lying between your legs which have been urged apart by my movement. And I can tell you it’s quite a sight Oh god, I can feel your fingers …. your breath ….. your tongue My tongue runs over your inner thigh, moving along the join between that and your groin. My hands resting on your bum cheeks. Exploring your curvy ass My chest sinks into the bed …. Bum prominently in the air …. I feel myself moistening. Am feeling so needy. So fucking needy My tongue explores further inwards, finding your lips. Running along them, from to another. But bypassing your clit. Which is beginning to look a little agitated. As my fingers slowly move along your ass cleft God I want to feel you deep inside me But you have to wait Nooooooooo As my tongue circles inwards. Before reaching the side of your clit where it stays motionless while they get reacquainted. Once happy it begins to move slowly around it, making my tongue as soft as possible at first. I know I’m getting wet inside as I push myself against your mouth I move over it in direction and then another, seeing which seems to work best for you at the moment. Settling down into a gentle rhythm. Your ass lifting as I work on you. Checking to see that you look comfortable My legs are shaking….. it’s been a long time So I continue in earnest now, enjoying your reaction to my tongue, continuing to explore you with my hands. And your hands are so skilled. You have me wanting to feel you inside my mouth You fidget too much so I place pillows on the floor and push the upper part of your body over the edge of the bed so you rest on the pillows below, leaving your ass and the lower part of your body fully exposed on the bed Oh god ….. so exposed ….. but too aroused to object I hold your exposed ass cheeks as my tongue helps you orgasm. My massage oil lubricated fingers wandering along your ass cleft. Wondering how you will react to them as they move slowly along Every touch so sensual …. I push against your hands making you aware that I still love how you make me feel With you in such a vulnerable position, I leave the bed and kneel down beside you on the floor, my hands roaming your back and sides, my engorged tip just inches from your face Oh god yes, I lift my head and slowly take your tip into my mouth. Mmmmmmmm ……. Fabulous. Run my tongue over and around it ……. Take you deeper into my mouth. Your shaft disappearing from your view The warmth and feel of your mouth could soon overwhelm me, but not before I enjoy watching it slowly withdraw from your mouth before re-entering again and back and forth for as long as I can. While seeing your ass cheeks wiggle as I do And the feel of you deep in my mouth turns me on even more and I’m really clenching now I push you fully onto the floor, you on your back, me over you, my head buried between your legs, me in your mouth …… you know I can’t concentrate now. I need to relish these sensations. You will have to wait for me to respond with my own mouth. But once they subside I’ll make it worth it I’m relieved that you are no longer working on me …. It was getting hard not to cum, now I can really concentrate on you Ah, I graciously give in and accept its my time to selfishly lose myself to this pleasure Knowing you enjoy it, I remain on you, your hands pinned under my legs, your mouth filled with my knob, my mouth between your legs, my hands tweaking your breasts. My body keeps responding …. Breathing is so deep When things begin to plateau for you, I lift myself off you and lay back between your legs, my fingers on hand stroking your pussy while my fingers from the other probe your ass Knowing I now need to feel you deep inside my pussy …. My wet pussy ….. desperate to feel you As your response to my fingers builds, I kneel up and replace my fingers with my tip, rubbing it gently over you. As you begin to orgasm, I stop rubbing and gently ease myself into you Oh god, let me pull you deep inside me ….. yes …… right there Feeling your contractions around me as I penetrate you Let me hold you exactly there It feels good doesn’t it So so good I rest there, pressing as deeply into you as I can without moving My whole body is stiff. I don’t dare release my breath …. Just let me live this moment. Then as I let my breath slowly exhale you start to thrust ……. Long slow deep thrusts I withdraw until my tip is removed and then re-enter you to the hilt, each thrust getting slightly firmer And I now have absolutely no control as pleasure goes through my body in waves. A new starting before the previous subsides I love the sight of you heaving and kiss you passionately And I now grip your bum firmly as I need us to cum in unison Thrusting into you as we embrace I pull you to me as I match your thrusts. Kiss your chest. Gently<b> bite </font></b>your nipple Your grip on me is a surprise. I feel your wetness on my groin. Filling you is highly erotic and I get increasingly stiff. I feel my balls begin to contract, which immediately precedes an overwhelming feeling through my body. Followed by a gushing from my knob which fills you with my cum And you rest your w on my body ….. totally spent. Both of us. So totally spent. And so emotionally charged. I’m amazed that my body was able to respond like this again ….. I thought these responses were a thing of the distant past. I am so ecstatic to know that sex can still be good and my body still can respond Wow!!!! That was the best sex for years. Who ever would have thought that a bit of effort from me, taking all pressure off you, treating you as you deserve to be treated, loving all of your body from head to toe, would make this much difference x CuriousFor3s If you have to have regrets, let them be for what you did, not what you wish you had done. |
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