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transition day 4
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transition day 4 well yesterday was a bit different as i had to go back to reality for a bit. my and his wife were in town for a conference. I met them for lunch. We did some<b> shopping. </font></b>my favs were vices secret. I was in heaven i wanted to buy almost everything. i decided I needed new bras and panties so i plan togo on line and shop. The other pace was the shoe store. I saw several pair of heels that I might like. The store sizes only went to eleven though and I need at least a 11,5, my visit was short and it was hard to see them go. I think when i finally come out for good telling them will be hard. I returned home watched some tv but I was bored so I slipped into my panties and bra and babydoll.put on my wig and off I went to fantasy land. i now feel jennifer taking over wanting to expand her power over me. i was telling myself no broadcasting tonight but she in my head demanded we at least try. the first attempt were not real good but later on as I relaxed we went back and Jennifer just took over.first touching myself showing off my body. then pulling the panties down down and really going to town on my cock. i think a lot more people were watching nd it spurred Jennifer on. we grabbed the dill do and lubed it up and jenns ass pussy. She really enjoyed that. She basically went wild fucking herself knowing people were watching and cheering her on. she wold ram it in hard and slowly pull it out. she on several occasions brought to her mouth to suck it clean and then right back into her pussy. I felt really good. she at times wanted to just please herself and ignore the watchers but she knew they needed attention to. she asked them if there was any thing kinky or special she could do for them. nipple clamps came up again. though the nipples had taken a beating this week she got them out and slowly clamped them on. The burning was intense but it excite at the same time. She started to pul on the chain pulling them out well that was electric. some in the group wanted her to pull harder. She tried but the pain would intensify. she pulled the chain to her mouth which really made them burn and when she played with her clit they would get pulled harder. She asked the watcher if one of them would consider a date and she would let that person control the chain. No takers this time but I was thinking I want my next date to be able to play and let a real man pull her clamps now that will be beyond intense. it was wild fun playing to the watchers. I don't remember a time when Jennifer was getting cam requests and half of the watchers were on their cams jerking off. Jennifer made a point in going an watching and encourage them.. late in the evening a person I didn't know showed up. and well Jennifer had to talk to her since we don't get too many real girls watching. Jennifer chatted with her for a while. She asked if we would ever consider nipple percing j Jennifer got really excited about that when she say the ladies nipples pierced. This beautiful full figured big breasted woman was so hot. i couldn't get over the thought she looked like my mom. i tried to fight the urge not to think about it but again Jennifer was in charge so the thought over whelmed and the jerking got more intense. though the thoughts were uous I was getting into the visual. At one point she brought up the possibility of getting into s/m. turns out she is a dom and wondered if Jennifer had ever thought of it. this was an opening Jennifer couldn't resist. we took the conversation private. and began exploring the possibilities. so excited to think i could be so controlled and humiliated for someones else pleasure. I would mind checking it out but when I suggested we might want to try. the conversation change and the dom left without another word. I am not sure what happened she wouldn't reply. She friended Jennifer so maybe there might be a chance. Ironically before we had gone on line and read Sir Thomas's email talking about this very subject and specifically being under control of a female dom. he talked about it kind of fit in with my mom and her domineering up bring of me. all this talk about me and my mom being controlling kind of changed my mood. Jennifer began to play harder really fucking herself with the dildo. she was excited and hot, the broadcast didn't last much longer and then came the quest to find out why she left so fast. she had made a friend request which we immediate approved but then she was gone.the strangest thing 2 lady doms messaged Jennifer asking about wanting to be with them. they asked Jennifer to email them to get more info. It looks like they were fake as the emails bounced back undeliverable. Jennifer seemed hurt but just maybe as Sir Thomas instructed we if we want this need to branch out and make Jennifer more accessible. I am waiting for those instructions. don't know even where to start if Jennifer wants to experiment. So my day ended without summing which is so mading. hope today has some promise, If by chance Toy for you read this she can contact us again and maybe guide us in the right direction.. if by chance any other reader wants to chime in and give advise that would be great Peace and love friends. Kisses from jennifer. |
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