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Bad dreams...
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Bad dreams... I didn't sleep well last night. My anxiety has been high for quite a few days now and my mind is going places it shouldn't. Conversations from 20 years ago... Second guessing choices I'd made when my oldest was tiny.... Thinking and rethinking decisions I'm making at work.... see me, you have no idea these thoughts are plaguing my mind. I'm good at putting on the fake front... The cheerful smile and funny disposition. a few people know when I'm truly struggling with my anxiety, they spend enough time talking me that they can see when something isn't quite right. When I'm alone, I'm at my worst. I was laying in bed last night, completely exhausted, and my new little kitty was playing with my toes. At some point I had fallen asleep and started dreaming about my Middle . He was telling me good bye, and I just knew in my heart that I was never going to see him again, and I was crying so hard in the dream. So, very, hard.... I woke up crying. The kitty was snuggled up to my neck, purring, and I was crying my eyes out just absolutely heartbroken. I'm trying so very hard to be ok with it all, to be ok with him growing up and following his dreams and aspirations, I really am. I just feel so very sad. I haven't felt this sad since my Grandma died. |
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post pics of the cat please
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That's a horrible dream, must have been very unsettling. I hope you have a better night tonight.
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Hey Sadness is normal but it is how we deal with it that matters. i go through periods like that . All i do is pray and also will think of happy moments in my life . i will say yoga works for me or listening to music . Joining a socual group is also good. Being active takes our mind off things. i also sometimes just get online and check out things i like for me is luxury houses. Do something u enjoy . Goodluck . You need someone to talk to email me .
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Mmmm ... Maybe you could find someone to talk with who will help you work thru these things & find way to cope with your anxiety. It's hard to read these kinds of posts without wanting to offer assistance or comfort of some sort. Do you have any Primal Urges ... I do, please CUMHANDLEME and explore some of my naughty and nice Primal ... Urges with me !!!
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Kitty certainly knew you were sad and was giving you comfort. I have had kitties that were very intuitive. When I am as "down" as you are right now I get a glass of wine and go for a walk. A little fog in the glass and a little fresh air for the heart PS Yes, I do take the wine withe me- havent been caught= yet (Virtual Symposium Group) use Virtual Symposium Group
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Sadness is a very hard thing to cope with, especially when you're alone. I try and get out of the house if I feel like that. I understand what you mean.❗ If you can talk to a friend or sometimes, watching a feel good movie can help... 😊 ... is there another way to look at it Going Too Fucking Far NEW Blog Features RevealeD O O A Foolproof Method Posted Over on that NEW site O O
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