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Today Today is the anniversary of something I don't want to remember.... Funny how the good things that happen, the moments that make you smile and look upon fondly are so easily forgotten. Why is it that the unpleasant sticks with us? Always sitting there in the back of your mind waiting for it's opportunity to reappear. Surprise! I'm back! Did you miss me?? I was fine until I got to work this morning.... And then it happened. The music was playing loudly and I could feel the memory creeping out from where I had suppressed it. I tried to push it back but it just wasn't going to leave.... My eyes filled with tears that I couldn't hold back and found myself crying. It was a brief moment of sadness.... Then I managed to pull myself back together, tucking this bad memory back into the banks to be forgotten once again. If only I could just take it away.... |
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Me too....i hope for better days ahead. Most of us just carry on business as usual, till a song or a smell or a thought invades the moment and it all comes back. Then we tuck it away and begin anew....until the next moment. I think Rose Kennedy said it best, something about heartbreak n loss just covers over with scar tissue but the hole is still there, never completely filling in~~ the other thing though....crying is good...its a release....allowing new thoughts n memories to come in. Crying is a washout.....a cleansing. Happy This Day to you ~~
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sounds like a sad loss of a loved one? so sorry for your pain
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sounds like a sad loss of a loved one? so sorry for your pain
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Me too....i hope for better days ahead. Most of us just carry on business as usual, till a song or a smell or a thought invades the moment and it all comes back. Then we tuck it away and begin anew....until the next moment. I think Rose Kennedy said it best, something about heartbreak n loss just covers over with scar tissue but the hole is still there, never completely filling in~~ the other thing though....crying is good...its a release....allowing new thoughts n memories to come in. Crying is a washout.....a cleansing. Happy This Day to you ~~
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I'm sorry u had a tough day. Sometimes those things creep back to us because they are suppressed and not resolved. May not be your case, just throwing that out there. I hope tomorrow is better.
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sometimes you just wish things ended better, not so messy. or, if the damn thing was gonna end, did it have to end like THAT?? there's always some small trigger that makes you wish for a different ending than the one you got.
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I have hundreds of bad memories, wish I could go back in time and change them all. Can't forget them.
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I hope tomorrow is better and brings you some happy thoughts and memories.
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I speak freely I cry easily I luv dearly thanks for sharing made me think of this briefly "Pleasure moves on too early And trouble leaves too slow..." Janelle Kroll - "Down to you" Everything comes and goes Pleasure moves on too early And trouble leaves too slow Just when you're thinking You've finally got it made Bad news comes knocking at your garden gate Knocking for you Constant stranger You're a brute, you're an angel You can crawl you can fly too It's down to you It all comes down to you
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Today is not a better day.... Today is the 7 year anniversary of my mother's death, making me the oldest remaining generation in my Mom's side of the family.
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Why do the unpleasant ones stick with you? I don't know. hmmm... I don't know about that at all. The stuff that sticks with me - is the good stuff. It's easy to recall. Sometimes it's as simple as a walk by a picture, in the living room. All those other BAD things...? I'll recall them on the day they're due. And then move on. Nope... 'stuff', doesn't stick to me. Spray the souls of your shoes. Stuff will wash right over them... in time. Just takes time... 🍷🍷❗😎👍
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Just pull up them Big Girl panties and move forward...
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Time is a healer beautiful x
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well, that is a shitty way to start the day. Once in a while I have a super shitty memory that pops up and I have to do all I can do to not have it end in a panic attack nowadays.
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well, that is a shitty way to start the day. Once in a while I have a super shitty memory that pops up and I have to do all I can do to not have it end in a panic attack nowadays.
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3/19/2020 10:43 pm |
Time is a healer beautiful x
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3/19/2020 8:49 pm |
Just pull up them Big Girl panties and move forward...
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Why do the unpleasant ones stick with you? I don't know. hmmm... I don't know about that at all. The stuff that sticks with me - is the good stuff. It's easy to recall. Sometimes it's as simple as a walk by a picture, in the living room. All those other BAD things...? I'll recall them on the day they're due. And then move on. Nope... 'stuff', doesn't stick to me. Spray the souls of your shoes. Stuff will wash right over them... in time. Just takes time... 🍷🍷❗😎👍 ... is there another way to look at it Going Too Fucking Far NEW Blog Features RevealeD O O A Foolproof Method Posted Over on that NEW site O O
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I speak freely I cry easily I luv dearly thanks for sharing made me think of this briefly "Pleasure moves on too early And trouble leaves too slow..." Janelle Kroll - "Down to you" Everything comes and goes Pleasure moves on too early And trouble leaves too slow Just when you're thinking You've finally got it made Bad news comes knocking at your garden gate Knocking for you Constant stranger You're a brute, you're an angel You can crawl you can fly too It's down to you It all comes down to you To leave private messages, please use my confidential mailbox at my blog: Good luck!!!
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I hope tomorrow is better and brings you some happy thoughts and memories.
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I have hundreds of bad memories, wish I could go back in time and change them all. Can't forget them.
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sometimes you just wish things ended better, not so messy. or, if the damn thing was gonna end, did it have to end like THAT?? there's always some small trigger that makes you wish for a different ending than the one you got.
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I'm sorry u had a tough day. Sometimes those things creep back to us because they are suppressed and not resolved. May not be your case, just throwing that out there. I hope tomorrow is better.
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