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Death of a Friend  

secret_lade 49F
14389 posts
1/15/2020 11:02 pm
Death of a Friend


A long time family friend passed away yesterday....

Death being an anxiety trigger for me, I've been having some rough moments. My middle is absolutely torn up about his passing, for the past 5 summers he had been helping him with his garden and at the farmer's market each week as a summer job.

His loss is already felt.

He had been living with lung cancer for the last several years, so his dying was not unexpected. It doesn't really matter, though, whether you know its coming or not.... Because you still feel that loss.

A small part of you now feels, empty.

I had stopped to pick my up after work yesterday and my ex-husband was gone, the family had called him up to say his last goodbye.

So amazingly touching....

The friend had passed, and was on the stretcher to be bagged up and taken away, and the family had requested they wait for my ex-husband to be there, be present, and say his goodbyes.

It was my ex-husband who apparently had zipped him up and help place him in the hearse.

The finality of it all is overwhelming for me, at the moment.

Mr. B is no more....

fwblook4unow 48M

1/21/2020 1:47 am

So sorry for your loss...never easy to say goodbye to a family friend


secret_lade 49F
9227 posts
1/19/2020 4:50 am

    Quoting Daniel31495:
    Do you guys approve the new points system? cause I don't... that's why I leave a comment here, to get points Senior Sizzle is trying to get out of us for nothing!
You know what don't approve of? These fucking stupid comments by people who are "only leaving a comment to get points". What do you propose to do once you're maxed out your point earning capabilities?


mc_justmc 63M

1/17/2020 6:43 pm

I lost 3 close people to me in the span of a year and a half, and your right, knowing that they are going doesn't make it any easier.


looking4u69ca 63M  
4322 posts
1/16/2020 9:08 pm

I am sorry for your loss.


easy_going2014 57M
14366 posts
1/16/2020 6:54 pm

I'm sorry for your loss.

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Good luck!!!


Paulxx001 67M
22642 posts
1/16/2020 6:37 am

I can only imagine the pain of your loss... ❤️😔


txslowpoke 70M  
2557 posts
1/16/2020 3:56 am

god is not a murderer, yet he is a gardener... He tends a world of roses daily.. when a rose reaches its most perfect stage god picks it to bring home into his house to be with him...


Meesteeq 59F
1 post
1/16/2020 1:42 am

Very sorry for your loss.


jajo696 113F
4287 posts
1/16/2020 1:31 am

Its very difficult for those of us left behind. I know all too well...the emotions of it all. As u said...even when one knows...its always hard to process. I am so very sorry that you and yours must go through this, even though its inevitable, it never feels managable. I wish you calmness of spirit~~


wantiall4now 58M

1/16/2020 1:23 am

Sorry for your loss


Savage_169 40M

1/15/2020 11:44 pm

I’m sorry to hear that


Daniel31495 29M

1/15/2020 11:44 pm

Do you guys approve the new points system? cause I don't... that's why I leave a comment here, to get points Senior Sizzle is trying to get out of us for nothing!


secret_lade 49F
9227 posts
1/15/2020 11:35 pm

    Quoting  :

Thank you Jack


secret_lade 49F
9227 posts
1/15/2020 11:07 pm

I never harp on smoking or my dislike of it..... Be he often stated while he was battling his illness, I just wish I could have quit smoking.


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