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Blogs > gymrat1974 > ManwranglerJen

Checkout time  

gymrat1974 49F  
1056 posts
7/10/2020 4:54 am
Checkout time

I can’t leave the fucking room
For fear I am standing in the last place for the last time I will ever see you
I can’t bring myself go.
I look around again
As I search the room for anything of yours
A soda can
Your razor
The smell of your deodorant lingers in the air
It fills my senses
My eyes fill with tears
And you’re gone
And I’m left here pack it
and say goodbye
as housekeeping walks the halls
announcing the hour
Checkout time
But we had another hour
I requested it the night before when I was filled with hope of your presence
Of our glorious
And now I need the time say goodbye you
Goodbye the belief that there was something more us than a few days in a hotel
But I was wrong again
And now I’ve got leave the room
But I can’t bring myself go
I’m taking my hour
My late check out
That was supposed guarantee more time with you
Only you left me alone
Long before check out time
And I’m here still saying goodbye you.

merlot5555 67M/57F  
1472 posts
7/10/2020 5:38 am

 ......whoa... that's rougher than the song "Closing Time"......without the last call for alcohol.... hope the glint of the sunlight brings a ray of a smile back on your face....


gymrat1974 replies on 7/12/2020 8:38 am:
It was a rough morning. It hurt, and it still hurts.

simplefun456 44M

7/10/2020 7:58 am

 Letting go is never easy but when one does let go it opens up new doors to life


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