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Blogs > gymrat1974 > ManwranglerJen

Cop outs and escapes  

gymrat1974 49F  
1058 posts
5/20/2020 6:50 pm
Cop outs and escapes

I will die soon.
It’s such a cop out
It’s what I say when I’m tired
When I’ve failed at life yet again
When there’s so much left do but I can barely think
Much less write or sing
When there’s one more thing I have do before I can go sleep
I will die soon, I say
And then I feel free
It’s ok
I’m a failure
A loser
This game has defeated me yet again
I have lost one time too many
But it’s ok
I will die soon
And it will be over
I will never again have to think of the things I’ve yet accomplish
the things I need do
the times I’ve failed
And I’m so tired
So<b> death </font></b>itself will be my grand accomplishment
I was tired
And I went sleep
And I never woke
failure
Yet again

Paulxx001 67M
22642 posts
5/20/2020 7:35 pm

 Ooo... that's so dark and sad 😔. 🌹
Before ya close your eyes... for the last time - sing me a song... 😊 🍷🍷😎


gymrat1974 replies on 5/20/2020 8:31 pm:
Hahahahaha! You’ve been spared. I would have shared a song I recorded the other day when I was bored, but it wouldn’t let me post a video.

gymrat1974 49F  
557 posts
5/20/2020 8:29 pm

 Hahahahaha. You’re lucky. I would have uploaded a song I recorded the other day when I was bored. Alas, it wouldn’t let me post it. You’ve been spared.


clittywhisperer1 59M
1415 posts
5/20/2020 8:32 pm

 there is no scorecard in life so why keep score on yourself against some imaginary correct life ? Who wrote the rules ? who set the marks ? who made the limits ? screw all that .My life is lived by me to help others for the glory of my creator alone He shall be the only measure of my worth in this life and after I die in this life.


justaguyinalaska 57M
879 posts
5/21/2020 12:55 am

 The Sleep Monster comes for us all.

In exuberant pursuit of our goals and passions, we push deep into exhaustion and poke this bear. Its paralyzing toxin brims with doubt and a faux-fragility of purpose.

Sleep is an amazing antidote. I always wonder why I didn't think of it sooner.


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