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Anal thinking Quite boring at work today. Not much to do. so thought I will write a blog. In my life I think about sex so much. Sometimes I wonder if I am normal. When I get horny it just take over my life. I feel I cant control myself. You will know this if you continue reading my article. Or relationship with me. And more naughty the idea the more I turned on. Ive been thinking about anal a lot last couple of days. every so often it pop into my head and the thought of it really turn me on. I think its just something sweet girl not suppose to like or do - really tabu. So this is exciting thing. Always I like getting my ass touched, grope, play with, kiss, lick and really like fingering. In previous article I told how a stranger touching my ass on bus got me so wet. I loved that. However having a cock in it is whole other thing. Its hard to do and Im scared gonna really hurt, something messy gonna happen, or do damage to my small hole lol. But as i said sometimes the thought of it just really turn me on. I only tried three times. First time was a date with guy on POF in UK. I like POF more than Senior Sizzle for meeting because I feel there is more choice of person and it’s less direct about sex which I find can be a turn off. Much of the turn on is not knowing what will happening. POF feel a bit more get to know someone and see where it lead - if anywhere. I also feel it's safer. no one expecting me to do anything. All promise is meet for a drink and chat. It was first time I meet this guy and we went for a few drinks as is normal for first date. I liked this guy from chatting and thought he is handsome according to photo. I also liked his cheeky personality and naughty joking. This was one of my first POF date so when we meet I feel quite shy and nervous. I didnt say too much. I was only 22 at time and much more shy than now. We sit in a booth in quiet bar and I was so struggling to think what to chat. I freeze with nerves a bit. So mainly I just let him talk and I smile and laughing at his joke. He sometimes made a naughty comment which I just smile at. Occasionally I caught him looking at my legs and boobs and he would brush his against me now and again. So I know he like me. After couple of hours conversation start to slow down as he running out of things to talk about Im still so shy but I try to chat more. He is happy about this. We chat a while longer. Then under the table I feel his hand stroking my leg. My dress is quite short and I didnt wear stocking as normal for me in cold UK. I shy again. both hands on my drink and looking straight ahead. I cant chat again now but anyway he takes over talking. As if nothing happening. I nervous but didnt really mind. By the way I only had one G and T so wasnt drunk lol. It was a Monday night and I dont really drink much anyway. He kept stroking my leg for a bit and I started to relax and get bit turn on. I even open my leg a bit and he can now put his hand across and up my inside leg. We finish our drink and he walk me to my home not that far from the bar. We stop at my entrance and we chat a little more then we have kiss. We kiss for a few minutes and he touches my waist and then squeeze my bum. Already I know he is only really interested in sex with me. Which I dont mind. Im not really sure what I want from POF. I just want to go out and meet people. I feel lonely in new city. If I find great guy then its bonus. I also know I really want to try western guy while I am here. Here I feel free. I can be open and do anythings I want. Not need to worry about being caught and judge by friend or family. He asks if he can see my flat and I say yes. It's shared student flat but everyone is in bed. I take him to my room so not to disturb others and we sit on the bed and have tea and chat. Again he is stroking my leg. He saying how nice my body is. I say thank you and laugh. He asks if I mind him touching me and I just say “fine” nervously. He kisses me again and touches my breast. im really starting to feel so turn on. But Im still feel shy. I stop his hand on my breast and take a drink of tea. I remember my hand shaking while picking up cup. I dont know if nerve will allow anything to happen. Also Im scared house mate will hear us. And judgement will come. I didnt really want to stop him though. That day I had been super horny all day. I had no class in afternoon and was so bored at home. I lay on my bed reading and playing. I was also super excited about the date and the thought of what might happen. Like now, I was also thinking about anal at that time. After talking to asian friend online about it I really wanted to try after she told me she did recently with her boyfriend. Listening to her really turned me on. She encourage me to try western guy since i am here and maybe on date tonight. That afternoon I played fingering my ass. Even put hair brush up it. it felt nice doing that while stroking clit (should I be telling this things???). After a while this guy start to put his hand up my dress and trying rub against my pussy but my legs are closed. Im shy but turned on. I can feel im wet now. I stop him laughingly and bit embarrass. I turn away from him and lay on my side looking at wall. It look shy and tired which it is. but actually its also invite to play my ass. He lifts my dress and touches and kisses my bum. He says he never seen such a perfect sexy bum. This makes me so happy because I feel Asian body not sexy like western girl. I slide onto my front so he can play my ass more. He does. I open my legs and he rub and slide finger in my pussy too. i can feel myself so wet now. Understand I hadnt been touched by guy for months. For me this is tragedy lol. I let him do it. He pulls down my panites and kisses and massages my ass. Again he says he really love my ass. “Perfect peach”. This makes me so happy. I moan when he fingers my pussy and kisses my ass. At that point I can hear he takes his trousers off. I lie still. He tries to insert me from behind. Im not sure what hole he’s looking for lol. He is somewhere in between. But I suspect he trying my ass to see if I will allow. I reach over to my bed side table and take from a bottle of body cream. I squeeze it on my hand then rub it into my ass. At this point he knows what I want. I bring my legs up and crouch on the bed. Standing he slowly slides his cock into my ass bit at a time. Its sore but I let him continue. After a couple of minutes of sliding in and out gently he is all the way in. At first Im not enjoying - its sore. But I dont stop him. Then gradually i feel my body relax and its less sore. He starts to fuck me slowly then gradually speeding up. I place my hand between my legs and play my clit like I saw porn star do lol. It begins to feel good. As i relax more it feels better and better. I feel he is really hard inside me. Its weird feeling but also turn on. He rides me faster. Its sore but also nice. I can tell he love my ass - his hands massaging my cheek. Im turned on so much now. I feel this is so naughty. Thats why I like it. Tabu thing. But Im living it. Im so turned on now I can feel my pussy about to explode. I cum quickly and hard when im turned on. My body convulsion start and the pleasure runs down my legs which go weak and shake. His hands are on my tits now. I love that. So hard to be quiet. I hear him moan, - he knows Im cumming and it turning him on. I feel him cumming inside me too. He cant hold back. After cumming he lies on top of me still inside my ass. Gradually he pulls out and i lie still on the bed. I shift onto my side and we spoon for while. he massages my breast. I just lie there unable to move. my legs are tingle. He pulls my breast out from top of my dress and massages and strokes nipple. It feels so good. I reach behind and massage his cock. Not too big but I like it. After a few minutes he gets hard again. I want it inside me. I force it into my pussy. He rides me again. Hard and fast. Squeezing my breast hard. I love it. Anal was fun but cock in pussy is best. Afterwards we both a bit embarrassed. We cuddle awkwardly and he quietly leaves. that last time we saw each other. He messaged me again but I was too shame to answer him. This was big thing for shy 22 year old. I feel I dont think I can look him in eye again. But I not regret because I filled my urge and I loved it. At that time shy girl but hard to control urge. I didnt think about anal for while after that. Wasnt even sure if i want to do again now i tried it. The thought need to really turn me again and need to be with someone I really like and make me excited to do it. otherwise Im not interest. That happen a couple years later. This story soooo naughty. Maybe I will tell in future article. |
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Another great story. I've never experienced it. Previous women would never allow it, current FWB tried it once, after trying to get the head in she wanted to stop....
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8/31/2016 12:22 am |
love anal asians
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I love a good arse fuck, grrrr. A well told tale!
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What is your occupation or where do you work? I had an office job where I used to get bored a lot once, and often disappeared off to the stationery cupboard. Had to be careful not to come out with a big smile on my face  Another way to make the working day interesting could be wearing a vibrator in your pants that is on a timer?
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