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Easter Weekend for Me
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Easter Weekend for Me Well friends I finally got a few days off from work! I spent the first few with my family, and it was great. I think my husband agreed to relax my bonds, but I'm not sure. I just asked him if was was afraid to lose me, he he admitted it. Then I asked if he trusted me, and he said he does. Mind you this was part of an entire conversation. I asked if he wanted me to be happy, and if he would do whatever it took to keep me happy? He said he did and would. Then the conversation turned to our sex life or lack there of. I reminded him of what he just said, and then asked if he would be afraid there's a better man out there for me? He admitted it's a legitimate fear so I eased his mind, I think. I ended the conversation when he started to get uncomfortable. When I first brought up the subject he would just get mad and walk away. Now we actually talk. This time I ended it asking, if he could let me be happy knowing my love is his even if it meant seeing me with someone else for a short time, would he do it. He said yes! It's not an actual, "Yes you can ," but it sounded like it. I'm hoping for a chance to get him to clarify. I want to hear him actually say the words so we both know for certain. I'm not going to break up my marriage on a "could be." But, hey, I'm stoked! It's taken a long time to get this far. Once he says I can my problems will really begin. I have to decide who's first without slighting anyone. I know what I want right now, but may change in an hour. Right now I want a man can hold me close easing my fears. A guy will slowly peel my clothes off kissing every inch of my body starting with my neck and working down. Someone with a gentle touch to bring out the goose bumps in me when his fingertips trace my body. I want a man knows when to push me on my back and kiss up the insides of my legs. He will look into my eyes when he lays between my legs, and he will slowly fill me with his hardness. I want to be filled deeper than I ever have, and stretched wider than I thought possible. He will move just right until I'm writhing in ecsatsy. I want to feel him throbbing between us when he pulls out of me to finish all over my crotch. After we will hold one another for a while. Maybe go for another round later? Maybe my mood will change by then? All I know is my dreams haven't been much fun lately. Yes, I'm still dreaming more than usual, but it's not every night. Most are good, but a few really suck. Like one I had about a week ago where I was sitting at work answering the phone and my boss started screaming at me for something I did right. I woke up when she threw my computer at me just before it hit me. I woke my husband up when I startled awake. In another one I was walking along a treed path. The ground was paved, but I knew I was miles from anywhere. I felt like the weight of the world rested on my shoulders. I came up to an open area with torches all around the circular opening. In the middle was four large stones. All of them shaped like dicks. The first one was regular size at about six inches, and proportionately wide. Then they get progressively larger until the biggest one which has to be twelve inches, and really thick. They are lined up in a row, and I feel like there are things under them I have to collect. I also know I can't touch them with my hands. I begin stripping, and squat on the first one. It's cold inside of me as I move it with my vagina. I grab the paper under it before moving to the next one. It's a bit bigger, but I move it too. The third one is about two inches bigger than the first. It fills me full, but I manage to move it even though I'm so wet it keeps sliding out of me. When I get to the last one I'm in desperate need for an orgasm. It's intimidating, and I'm scared. I squat over it feeling the cold stone against my overheated puss, and I psych myself to just do it. Then just as I set to just do it I wake up. My underwear are literally soaked. I had to run down to the bathroom to change and clean up. I wound up laying in my wet spot for the rest of the night. I don't know why, but dream just sticks in my mind for some reason. Maybe it's all the raw emotions, or maybe it's the sexual energy? Maybe it was because I had to sleep in my puddle? I don't know. Sorry I've been so long winded. Aside from my dreams and fantasies not much else is going on in my world. Planning the family vacation, working, and being mommy. The usual mostly. I've been trying to get here to post more updates, but I don't want to be responsible for boring you to death. But hey, next month is Mother's Day, my birthday, and ends with a nice long weekend. Maybe I'll have some good news to bring you all? I'm hoping. 's all for me this time around. I hope you all stay safe and healthy. Remember to like and comment on my stuff so I know what is good. Send me some good messages too. I love reading a hot story, or seeing what you would do with a girl like me. I like the unfettered ones the best. Nothing but carnal sordid words. Until the next time, later.           |
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I'm so happy for you that your husband may give you more freedom to explore your very strong, creative sexuality. It would be really hot to be able to be part of that, but doesn't seem likely given our distance. Matt
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Don't know which is better, your "dreams" or the photos... LOL. I'll take BOTH. Thanks for sharing.
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My fingers are crossed that you get the chance to explore. I'm certain the blog posts that follow will be as thrilling for us as the freedom is for you. Prof10001 Swing by my blog!
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My insecurity leaps forward and smothers all else. I find it easy to say I would allow you complete freedom, but reality sez not true. I would live in fear of loosing you to a man who can better give you what I am not, yet I would be happy for you if you are being made and kept happy.  
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Toys? Did I hear a call for toys?
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Well, as long as it was an "orgasmic" puddle and not "sweat" from fear. When you are "free" to experiment, if I can't be first, can I be "Next"? LOL
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I am very interested in you.
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