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Bullshit  

jordangray61 59M  
5 posts
2/9/2016 5:51 pm
Bullshit

Bullshit
All I asked was the truth,
The respect and common decency shown to someone who has shown it to you,
Allow me to make my own choices. Path to follow.
I asked all the questions giving the chance to do the right thing,
Always met with evasion and lies,
Blame and misguided guilt,
Fault placed for asking the question.
Never understanding, I would have treated you as well if you had been fair,
Still taken care of you when sick, needy.
Given you my adoration, my effort,
The most hurt has always came from deceit.
Broken trust, without conscience. Without care, honesty.
I adored and loved the foundation of our relationship,
The reason we were close for so long,
Openness without fear of judgement,
Mutual respect and care.
You broke the security, the root sanctity of our security,
I still love you and always will,
A gift I don’t give easily and freely,
To just anyone,
But you took advantage of my love,
Used it to your benefit,
Crushed my<b> faith </font></b>in my ability to judge character,
To look someone in the eye who loves, cares, and has treated you better than deserved,
Shows a lack of caring for me or my feelings,
Said it didn’t matter, meant nothing to you.
Seems the question that should have been asked was did I?

nightsoul1962 61F
17828 posts
2/9/2016 8:12 pm

 There is a lot of that going on.....I never understood why someone has to lie and being deceitful. It doesn't matter how many times this happens, it hurts more than the time before......
WITHOUT PASSION LIFE IS NOTHING


jordangray61 replies on 2/9/2016 8:27 pm:
Thank you for reading and the comment. People don't seem to understand, Just be honest let the people your involved with make their own choices. Thanks

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