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Cuddles????
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Cuddles???? We chat but I don’t learn anything about you beyond the simplest biography as you seem great at interviews and deflection lol but I’m feeling like a moment of attention and adventure (I suppose) so I answer AND REQUEST that you answer what you ask since it is obvious that I will not get too far beyond describing myself and I am not comfortable asking questions that exactly mirror yours and being redundant (having a moment of vulnerability, needed a listening ear and some litehearted chat) All the while I noticed that whatever it takes for us to be able to connect did not happen, but I recognize that sometimes chemistry is visual and for me it never comes through a photograph. (I see each new form of communication as a more defined level to assess my attraction) The day comes for us to meet I allow you to choose the location.... I end up lyfting to your area arriving there at the time that we agreed, yet waiting for you 45 minutes (I stayed in contact so that we could arrive there at the same time you seemed very very understanding as you were on an important call) but it’s a public place so I don’t mind relaxing at the bar possibly having a couple of drinks and appetizers until you get there, making sure to pay for everything before you arrive that I ordered before your arrival. Yet by the time you arrive I am actually hungry so I ask you if we were going to get a booth or if we were going to sit and talk at the bar (now, this question isn’t ever about anything except<b> privacy </font></b>to be able to synchronize our watches and thoughts with respect for one another and gauge how the date is going in private) you opt away from getting the booth to sit alone in privacy, as if im supposed to be leaving with you upon arrival, which was not the plan, telling me that you ONLY came out because I said that I wanted to meet in public. (this is true and it was mostly to see if you would behave exactly as you’re behaving right now, unwilling to actually know that I am indeed comfortable with you) It is discomforting to be distanced when the ultimate goal is to be so close. I could understand not wanting to hug and kiss and all that stuff which you seemed cool with doing... You got shy and made it uncomfortably clear that I REALLY didn’t know you... cant be within close proximity to the disconnect Let’s cuddle Me: but we’ve never met Ok meet me @“” Hug kiss nope I don’t care if we sit alone, I don’t wanna eat i only came out because you wanted to meet in public I like to get to know folks (not just be known by them so I’m not feeling awkward...ijs Kudos to the universe for sending my long lost friend from all occasions whose name i can never remember, but whose face was my saving grace Cuddling is my favorite thing.... but energy matters |
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