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Around the World
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Around the World Well, Dear Reader, I've been an Senior Sizzle member for just under a year now, and in that time a lot has happened. The biggest thing, was (FINALLY) losing my virginity, at the ripe old age of 42. As I've written earlier, I was lucky enough to find a true gentleman, who understood how to make me relax, and was sensitive to my needs and fears. We met a few times, and I learned a lot from him. Before this gentleman, I met for coffee with a lovely man here in Copenhagen, but just wasn't ready to pull the trigger with him - not because he wasn't attractive to me, but because I still needed time to find my feet. Then I went to Sweden, met with a lovely guy, got pretty far along, but not all the way (again - nearly there, not quite though). We had an encore, when he came to visit six weeks later - this time we really tried, but couldn't really get it to work. (turns out he'd brought the wrong size condoms, making it quite uncomfortable for him). In short: not the guy for the final bit, but certainly the guy who first got to test my blowjob abilities... Then came the real deal - in May.... Then I found myself a guy elsewhere, whom I visited in August, having had a written 'courtship' over a few months. As I've written elsewhere: lovely guy, atrocious cleanliness, and in restrospect not 'Mr. Right', a fact he took quite hard. A month or so ago I first met with a new man, who was supposed to come for a visit, but unfortunately I got sick, so that has been put on standby.... Otherwise I'm writing with a few of you, scattered around the World (hence today's title), and if you feel odd about not being the only one: don't be! I'm still testing myself, stretching wings that haven't been tested (too much) before, trying to find my identity as a desireable woman. For some of you it wlll sound odd that it has been difficult for me to feel that way, but my selfesteem (concerning my looks) had been non-existant for so many years, that I still have to tell myself: you are beautiful, there are men who would love to be with you! This is a continuing process for me, but I know I am on the right track. So: thank you to those I've met, thank you to those who've written lovely messages to me, thank you to the men who've put points on me for top fan, thank you for the great feedbacck on photos and blogs, and thank you for being there. |
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You... you are an amazing woman. Your honesty and the courage of taking the lead in your own life is heart touching. Although we will never meet; you do have a small place in my heart, dear lady. And do know that it is difficult to get out out of there...... xx
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