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Stories So many Wish I had a different input Like something amazingly beautiful and lovely To write Stories of passion I could wear as Fashion  |
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1000 pictures Later Frustration on Facebook Trauma on Twitter Ignorance on Instagram Post a picture Advertise yourself Make the world Laugh at you Be the Golliwog of 2020 "Shut up & Smile"
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4/28/2020 12:21 am |
I'll be smiling when your smiling and glowing. xx
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sometimes I feel like im here just to be destroyed ~
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I'm upset Because I feel like a Brick wall Im never going to get better and that's sad I'm always going to be that woman & Over the last 7 years Has been a wake up call If a person is harmed & doesn't know any better They will never have any emotional defences & Realise how badly you have been treated (when bad people really do one on my brain) Its hard to look be near those people Then you grow up I was sailing through & was fine Until I realised I'm the stupid Lady A b u s e d Every way possible (Turn my heating on) I really tried to hide Act pretty be quirky smile be smart wear nice clothes be happy Hide the pain or wear it like its a Bow ....be honest be open be a token advertise Yourself show some flesh smoke a cigarette drink and dine with wine Buy nice clothes wear flat heels Respect national treasure jump for Joy Just whatever do allow men to fuck you & don't question them if they don't want to know That's all you will be .....my fate .... That fucking black girl woman lady with a nice home all alone I wish I knew a man who could I think it's just sad I have to be the Lady alone that's all x xxx Its just sad at 42 when I look back Im Greatful for Boris back in 2008 and I'm Greatful for Ollie Ollerton in 2017 or 2018 I can count on one hand 2 lovely moments I'm happy I have a Hand to you count with Yes im really happy thank you much appreciated The balance yes Your Good enough and I'm Bad enough Yes Last year or 2 years ago something happened to me Its what the Officer Said to me which made me think ...... thank you for letting me know what people think of me when they see me And then recently They reminded me again what people possibly would think So my presence does that Well Train hard fight harder ...the irony for a man's attention of for my life The need for company can out weigh personal safety yet without a mild element Of personal safety..one cannot have comfort I'm not permitted to be happy in Love that us what I have learnt That shit will be taken away from me Apparently my purpose here is not to be happy Yes everytime I cry I think of the woman I Afghanistan and Nigeria and North Korea Think Of them They have life harder than me or better than me I'm almost jealous I'd do anything to be B e a t e n by a man in the name of Love All these pictures I take off myself I just wish someone knew me At these times My lovely shoes I'm so glad I got a chance to own those Snapshots And my Silver hand bag xx xxx Too elegant foe the shops just beautiful for a Shrine If feel gutted for never being Good enough That's embarrassing
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My life is so embarrassing
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Full of pretty accessories I don't wear The shame
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They will hate you anyway Elegance or no elegance
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They hate you Cher
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This incense stick is a Big one Its called Fairy My last one The last thing I bought on my last trip in my car My simple comforts I'm so simple I think sometimes if I live I'd like to think one day Like some amazing romantic moment would be Lovely Keep it Just hold on You never know
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Just beautiful, from the heart and raw...
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