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Watching Crime stories And the topic is about a Vulnerable special needs lady called "Gemma" Who was different Touched me as I'm different I look at "Gemma's story and I see The similarities of the challenges Woman like Gemma & I face And faced.... Gemma didn't make it to 42 like Me I had a cry about her xxx in some ways xxx she reminded me of me Except I lived and I feel im lucky I did The flip side I don't have people to talk too or friends Because i'm unique difference The people we /me can trust on the planet is The Police really & the army "The little Duty of Care" policy So secretly embarrassing yet at the same time I have to accept I'm that woman The Gemma The Different alone lady I forgive myself My desire to be appreciated and accepted Outweighs my personal safety Now watching the "relics of the knights Templar" Unique in my passion Unique in my desire Need a man To ignite my Fire Yes I have Bees in my bonnet Yes I wear pain like Diamonds Yes I have a Vanity which Charms my Sanity Also I have a hidden erotic mind full off illustrious profanity "The Best of the Best" Not da Same as the Rest       |
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Well I made my Bunting XxxX Sanctified and Sacred
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Fiddle sticks
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if I had a Husband or a man who desired my happiness ~ the things I couldnt do ~ Id like to think the man in my life would do them for me ~ instead I have to to take a fairy approach to everything shame full ~ dont chat me up you dont really like me ~ I have aliments on ym body which only a disciple of light could understand ~ im not perfect ~ im simple ~ very simple ~ like simply complicated ~ simple ~ & I suffer alot in secret badly but is ok ~ Thank you "John Rambo" "with the first Aid skills ~ irony ~ Heal thy self method " ~ vulnerably tough yet ~ pretty ugly to look at ~ with my clean nails my fate ~ men chose the flu lady the no teeth woman the hairy legged woman the allsorts woman ~ ~ its amazing ~ im embarressed ~ everything I have had has been taken away from me ~ the things I cherished the most ~ others come along 7 want it ~ people dont know the fight they dont see the battle what im left with is what I hold on too ~ oneday ~ I wont be sitting alone
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its not easy ~ being that woman im not ugly ~ do not compare me to no indian woman do not compare me to no european woman do not compare me to no aztec woman either ~ right now im British & always will be ~ call me Ultra English ~ this is what I look like cleanest Hair ~ the coolest nerd trends & tears in my eyes ~ suffering because you men seem to think im the worst woman on the planet my face is dark my hair is softer than satin my lips are big my voice is pure & unbroken by the slang terminologies of modernity I have alot to offer but you let the fake ladies bully me so much ~ police I love them when they turn up ~ & stories unfold to be told ~ there that look the officer men have when they see facts verse lies ~ one woman against ~ your bitch hairy legged wife friend colleagues & co ~ you dont know what its like to be set upon there is a look that look ~ the look which only Han Solo & Princess Leah share ~ the
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it just hurts ~ yes im greatful could have been born in the 12th century 16th century no I was choosen to live now well im still the worlds most undesirable person ~ lol nothing has changed ~ weave over real seems to be the winner ~ you win fake arse ladies ~ enjoy ~ im not a lesbian & if men are that weak ~ have them ~
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the void in me which can never be filled that hurts I know what I have lost & ~ I know the woman I am too what use is a tired man for a woman full off life & what use is a Man full of life to a woman tired of fighting for his attention ~ at what point to do I say enough is enough ~ everyday I wake up & im reminded of how big that void is ~ like a rip in a pair of tights ~ gets bigger & can never be fixed
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Solitary and Sacred
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Me age 42 Carry my Castle like its a Crown
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One-day I can take the world of my Sholders and Put my Crown back on my head & Sit and smile With a Masculine who appreciates knowing me
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The Bear Grylls within The Rambo Milf Nerd The DeadPool Maiden The Former skater chick The Confident woman The Home Owner The lady with pride in her stride Imagine The down and out raggedy woman with Zero self care Gets the Soldier the common man the officer I'm.the bad the bad lady Oh forgive me for not Impersonating people who call me mad because I love my black face I'm the bad lady I bought a drill and I learnt to use it My skill learnt for this year Im 42 Apparently I'm too vulnerable yet strong Too real Too bold Too resourceful The Irony Men make me.feel like I'm a Brick Wall which needs to be Broken down instead of standing tall and strong I do wish I had a man in my life Its too late now And Well & to Mr I'll fuck you now You didn't like 2 years ago I'm the same woman not available for Mr I'm here now Nah The void has got bigger
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Hi Jack xxxxx xxx Happy Quarantine x Love from Rainy London
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Very moving. Thank you for writing that.
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