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Pieces Of My Mom ...
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Pieces Of My Mom ... My mom was so accepting of my choice to lead an ALTERNATIVE LIFESTYLE. My choice to be involved in a POLYAMOUS MARRIAGE. And, participate in BDSM. The BDSM isn't a choice, it's part of who I am. Being a submissive is part of my chemical makeup. This couldn't have been easy for her - being in the same house as a play party. Or, knowing that her daughters hubby was sleeping with another woman. Altho this wouldn't have been HER choice for me, she was supportive of MY choice to live life in a non-traditional way. She RESPECTED that I am DIFFERENT ... After a year and half, I am still going thru some of my moms things, little by little. Each time I pick up an item, a visualization of where she kept it before she moved in crosses my mind. It's like I can hear her - DON'T DROP THAT - THAT THING IS SO OLD GIVE RID OF IT ... things like this. Like these gawd awful set of cat figures - LOL ... or, her old Frank Sinatra albums ... Miss her oodles everyday of my life. Each day, I greet my doggie and my mom with a "good morning" as I wake up my hubby with coffee. Part of my ritual to start the day. Such a surreal feeling ... She luved my chosen family and friends as if there were her . No doubt in my mind that she wished her was more like one of my guy friends - tho I digress ... Recently, I gifted several items to some of the girls in my life. Her bed , which she hadn't sleep on in forever, to my D/s sister, "B", for one of her extra bedrooms. Her eyes are probably burning at the things that are happening on that bed ... LOL ... to my D/s sister, "M", an old time desk. I know she likes this idea. To my D/s Mommy, a sewing table, complete with the machine which sits inside the table in a little cutout. This she absolutely luves - this was one of her favorite possessions ... Knowing that there are traces of my mom amongst the places that I visit regularly - just another reminder of her. While her physical body has faded away, her spirit and lite are still present ... forevermore ...  In Luv, Lite, Laffter ... |
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 I know how much you miss her my friend, and she is always with you watching over you.. Seduce the mind and see what a wonderful adventure the body will take you on.. 
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That is sweet about your mom and your thoughts. That day will come to me. I wonder how sane or insane I will become. I enjoy the time with her.  Cum to my blog and respond.  Have a great kissing fun time. 
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I know how much you miss her my friend, and she is always with you watching over you..In Luv, Lite, Laffter ...
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That is sweet about your mom and your thoughts. That day will come to me. I wonder how sane or insane I will become. I enjoy the time with her. In Luv, Lite, Laffter ...
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Awesome!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! In Luv, Lite, Laffter ...
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Trixie pooh, just know your mother is always with you and she's looking over you day in and day out. Her body may be gone, but her soul is forever embedded in you. Hugs my dear.
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Trixie pooh, just know your mother is always with you and she's looking over you day in and day out. Her body may be gone, but her soul is forever embedded in you. Hugs my dear. In Luv, Lite, Laffter ...
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