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Auto-Immune Disease ...  

trixietrixster 56F  
3298 posts
7/27/2016 8:14 pm
Auto-Immune Disease ...

I am recovering from having more poison cut out from my body. The last time was September of 2015. It's a fairly common occurrence in my life for the past bout 15 years or so. Bad stuff gets trapped and can't find a way out. Mostly, under my arms and on my boobs is where the poison tends to be. So, yeah, if you don't like scars ... eh ... The thing is that if they have to keep cutting in the same places, their mite be skin graphs involved. Trying not to think bout this. The poison can also get into my bloodstream = not good at all ...

In preparation for my surgery, I had 10 vials of blood drawn. I much prefer good pain - needles of a different kind are better! Went into a slight panic attack as the lady, nice as she was, was getting ready to put that band on my arm. Rather politely, I informed her that I have no veins in my arms. Of course, they never listen to me. After looking at them, determined to find one, she responds with this: "yeah, no veins in your arms" - imagine that - go figure! As if I didn't know this ...

Into the top of my hand goes the needle - UGH! She was talking to me, trying to keep me calm. When she asked me what I was doing over the weekend ... yeppers - she was not prepared for my answer: "considering I am having surgery Friday, I will be stoned on weed and Vicodin. How bout you? She felt terrible - was pretty funny tho and this did distract me while my blood letting was taking place ...

Next, we move to the removal of my girly bit piercing. My hubby was convinced he could get it out - usually I go to the piercer. They PREFER all piercings are removed. They generally don't tell you this, but, if you can't get them out, they "tape them up". Not so fond of that idea, so I always do my best to get them out. So, on the massage table I go, spread eagle. The lite was minimal - hard to see. So, my D/s Mommy gets out her cell and uses the flashlite on it. Yeah, all I could think was if I see a pliers, I am outta there! After bout 6 minutes or so, my hubby announces that he can't get a grip of it. Normally, I don't mind being my own "slip and slide". It's difficult to hold ball and turn the other - the bar is mega tiny. My D/s Mommy decides to get a paper towel to "dry" me ... oh, good fucking lordy ... Nothing like sandpaper being wiped on the bits, you know?! After what seemed like forever, out it came. Halfway there. Now, the placer had to be put in. This is like a minuet piece of clear plastic - even smaller than the barbell. The round piece to hold it on - couldn't get that in place . Changing my boobs piercings to plastic placers is easy - I change these all the time ...

The morning of the surgery, I was a hot fucking mess. Thirsty - hungry - just plain anxious. My D/s Mommy took me to the hospital and waited the whole time for her baby-girl. She never left my side until I they carted me off to get sliced. The nurse said to us this: "I remember you from the last time - your "situation" was quite different. You aren't partners ... what was it ...?" We looked at each other, trying to figure out how less weird it would sound if my D/s Mommy said it or I said it. She just blurted out, "I am her husbands girlfriend" ... yeah, that pretty much sums it up - LOL - if you really don't want to know then DON'T ASK ...

The doc came in and wrote on me where the incision was going to be. This part was fucking kewl - definite "being written on" fetish"!! Time to put my IV in. They were very nice bout not putting in my arm and using the top of my hand. Which, is still a little bruised from everyone poking at it with sharp and points = bad ouchies! The last thing I remember was listening to one of my fav songs on my I-POD. After that, upon waking up, I immediately pulled at my bandages. Allergic to regular tape. Of course, that was what I wrapped in. Great - thanks in advance for my nasty rash that I am going to have for weeks!!!

My D/s Mommy got me home and up to bed while my hubby went to get my Vicodin. This was my savior for sure. She stayed overnite and one of my D/s sisters came in the morning to take over helping at my house. She made breakfast, then my D/s Mommy went home. My D/s sister spend the next 2 days cooking - hate giving up control of my kitchen - LOL - was worth it tho! She made all kinds of stuff that I don't. Especially anything with beans - eeewwww. Rice & beans - chili - chicken & pineapple - chicken curry - stew. My freezer is now stocked for awhile!

On Sunday, my bandages came off. Holy fuck on a cracker - NASTY incision with a tons of stitches. My D/s sister helped me shower and washed my hair. I dreaded having to get taped up again, tho, my hubby got me paper tape - YAY!

Getting my girly bit piercing back in was rather interesting. Again, the paper towel. Again, the flashlite from a cell. This time is was my D/s sisters. All back to normal now - feels weird not having the metal in my body ...

My house is once again quiet. Feeling better and weaning myself off the Vicodin. Hate taking pain meds for more than bout 5 days or so. Showering my myself is somewhat problematic - washing my hair even more so ...

As usual, it's a slow recovery process. Can't wait to get back to my normal routine. One day at a time ...



In Luv, Lite, Laffter ...


91019fan 37M  
320 posts
7/27/2016 10:45 pm

Wow... that sucks you have to keep going through that ((hugs)).

Will Friedle, as Eric Matthews on Boy Meets World: "Life's rough, wear a helmet".


txslowpoke 70M  
2557 posts
7/28/2016 3:31 am

thats a terrible thing to have to go thru , but with your writing skills it was well wrote in making lite of things... get well soon


Tmptrzz 61F  
107039 posts
7/28/2016 1:39 pm

Trix, omg hun I'm so sorry sweetie, that's horrible I hope you get well soon and you don't ever have to go through this ordeal again..

Seduce the mind and see what a wonderful adventure the body will take you on..


trixietrixster 56F  
3125 posts
7/29/2016 7:37 pm

    Quoting 91019fan:
    Wow... that sucks you have to keep going through that ((hugs)).
Definitely sucks and not in a good way ... LOL ... yeah, it can be rather problematic. Hugs are always welcome ... *hugs*

In Luv, Lite, Laffter ...


lomileage5 68M
10248 posts
7/29/2016 7:53 pm

my most sincere best wishes to you.......a most challenging ongoing illness


trixietrixster 56F  
3125 posts
7/29/2016 8:10 pm

    Quoting  :

Aawww, thank you ever so kindly! Yes @ awkward for sure - as always - LOL ... it's definitely going to add to my character scar collection ...

In Luv, Lite, Laffter ...


trixietrixster 56F  
3125 posts
7/30/2016 9:47 am

    Quoting txslowpoke:
    thats a terrible thing to have to go thru , but with your writing skills it was well wrote in making lite of things... get well soon
It gets rather frustrating - GGGRRR - there are worse things tho for sure! Thanks - appreciate your well wishes ...

In Luv, Lite, Laffter ...


trixietrixster 56F  
3125 posts
7/30/2016 9:57 am

    Quoting Tmptrzz:
    Trix, omg hun I'm so sorry sweetie, that's horrible I hope you get well soon and you don't ever have to go through this ordeal again..
Tmp - aaawww, thank you my beautiful friend! Healing is slow - itchy. And, the stitches are poking into my skin. We know I much prefer good pain - HAHA! Hope you are having a great weekend! *hugs*

In Luv, Lite, Laffter ...


trixietrixster 56F  
3125 posts
8/17/2016 8:44 pm

    Quoting lomileage5:
    my most sincere best wishes to you.......a most challenging ongoing illness
It's definitely a challenge for sure having this. There really are aren't like warning signs, so, they happen at any time. Can be problematic more times than others. I just do my best to deal with it ...

In Luv, Lite, Laffter ...


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