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4 Days ... Since mid last week, I have been getting stuff in order for my surgery this coming Friday. Had all my pre-admission testing done. And, apparently, I am rather hostile with no fucking coffee in the morning - UGH! Being told that I need to stop taking Black Kohash until after the poison gets cut out made me even less of a happy camper. This herbal remedy interferes with anesthesia. Oh, good fucking lordy! This is the only relief I get from my hot flashes - I refuse to take hormones. I was having 60 plus a day, now I am bout 20-25 with this taking this supplement. It's been 3 days since I have taken any - they are definitely on the increasing - UGH - what a nitemare!! They are so nasty and can't be controlled. The thought of someone actually touching my body when I have one is not pleasant - I am like totally fucking gross! Thank gawd my next stop at the piercer went well. 10 minutes and my girly bit piercing was out. Menopause is supposed cause lubrication issues. Uuuummm - not with me - LOL - the girl commented that she was having a bit of trouble putting the spacer in due to my wetness - okies then - HAHA! Got 2 new pairs of nipple jewelry while I was there. Can't ever have enuf body adornments!  Managed to get some me time in over the weekend with the girls. Luv Dave & Busters - the little girl in me totally comes out! My new fav game is "Operation". Holy crap on a cracking - the machine is HUGE!! Been doing tons of baking and cooking so no one here starves - my hubby eats like a ! Plus, never know who mite stop over. Can't let anyone leave hungry! My OCD & ADD have been at odds since late Saturday nite. They dislike each other very much and sharing the same sand box is absolutely not an option! My OCD was pretty extreme Sunday nite. This is a gluten/wheat free household as much as possible due to Celiac's Disease. I spend a slew of time in the kitchen baking from scratch. And, reading every label before I buy something. It's very taxing, but has gotten easier. I live on chicken - literally. Sometimes, I feel badly bout all the poor like chickens out there. Tho, well, I wouldn't survive without them. I won't even go out to eat at any place that does not have chicken on the menu - this is how extreme I am. Tons of food issues, textures and stuff. The smell, sometimes ever the way something looks on the plate makes me nauseas. So, I had to bread chicken cutlet. No bread crumbs allowed here - we use Rice Crispies for the breading. Throw them in a baggie and them whack them with a mallet - LOL - pretty simple concept! Things appear to be in order, so I put my I-POD and empty the bag onto the wax paper. There were still whole Rice Krispies among the dust of the ones that I managed to crumble. Got the mallet thingy again, and off we went. What the fuck - these things are like so uncooperative. You would think a little piece of rice wouldn't be able to stand up to a mallet. My OCD was screaming at me to get out the grinder - it was very difficult not to this. At the same time, my ADD was being mean to me. Getting me side tracked with things I still need to get done by this Thursday and things I need to do after I heal a bit. Out comes the pen and paper in the midst of the Rice Krispies. I ended up stopping doing both of these cause the laundry was calling my name. Thank fucking gawd, late today, my OCD & ADD started to settle down a bit, which I had to make a conscious effort to do. Quite a change from this time last nite. Not much can keep me grounded and my mind still. Mostly writing, scrapbooking, baking, coloring and building jigsaw puzzles. Oh - rite - cuddling - kissing - sex - sex - sex! I just want it to be over. Doing my best to keep a positive mindset and remembering to breathe. I am blessed to have a great support system! Before you know it, I will back in business!  In Luv, Lite, Laffter ... |
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my best wishes on the surgery. never any fun! and,cool that you are still so wet. can I have a taste??
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Well you know your in my thoughts and prayers my friend.. Seduce the mind and see what a wonderful adventure the body will take you on.. 
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