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Uncle Gary's Ruminations
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Uncle Gary's Ruminations As I grow older, I feel the need to occasionally remind myself that I am a sexual being, one among others on this characteristic adult dating website. It has become important at a time when my sexuality is no longer a given; it comes and it goes but when it comes, I relish every rush of sensation that courses through my body, perhaps more so than in my recently departed youth. So, here I am, cautiously eager to validate my sexuality with strangers. I am here and realize that the odds are against that very thing from happening. The realm of the dedicated sensualist belongs to the young, specifically the attractive, white young, who have always been more exploratory than their ethnic peers on this and various other websites. Although I am a cartoonist I still retain one foot in the moistened soil of reality; the odds against my making a solid contact with a comely and willing sexual partner are daunting but not impossible. That said, I do appreciate the almost refreshing honesty of some of the female members when they make a point of their preference for white males; it obviously narrows the field for me but not to the extend where a happenstance connection is impossible. However, it will take awhile. In the interim, I shall posit whatever impressions I receive in choosing this method of seeking a companion on this page whenever I feel the urge. ******************************************************************** The one thing that I will need in abundance is patience;it may take a long time to make a hook-up, let alone establish a relationship with someone at this site. Perhaps the two are not compatible; wanting sex as the primary motive for connecting seems to negate any meaningful contact that may be had otherwise. This line of thinking owes itself partly to my being a late-bloomer Baby Boomer; I want the sexual experiences that I'd longed for years ago but didn't possess the nerve or wherewithal to pursue. I've had two relatively long marriages; I cheated in each but not egregiously. Than again, what is "egregious?" Some would think that one is enough and I would be inclined to agree; others would refer to numbers that would seem, on the surface, to be fatuous. I still consider an unsullied marriage to be the ideal, albeit an unrealistic one. ********************************************************************** How do you go about doing these things? Book a hotel room in a neighboring city and hope that the person with whom you arranged this clandestine tryst bears a strong resemblance to the photo that he or she submitted? What if that is not the case? Do you walk away, particularly after you have invested in a two-way bus or train ticket (or a tank of gas), a bottle of inexpensive red wine and a package of condoms? Misinterpretations--lying--on the internet are prolific; we are always warned about jumping feet first into making impulsive connections but there is no fail safe method, really, of engaging in this form of communication. I sometimes wish that I can transport myself back to ancient times and be transmogrified as a horny citizen of either the Roman or Egyptian Empire. I can only assume that a spontaneous erection would have been taken in stride and sexual congress made possible whenever and wherever the urge hit; it's a tempting image to contemplate and one that fills me with wistful reverie. |
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'So, here I am, cautiously eager to validate my sexuality with strangers That sentence seems to have sparked something in my head. I'm curious to hear more of how you feel you're validating your sexuality. Does that apply only to this site or with strangers or current partners ? Do you have any Primal Urges ... I do, please CUMHANDLEME and explore some of my naughty and nice Primal ... Urges with me !!!
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