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Blogs > Slambino69 > My Blog

Let's see what we can find  

Slambino69 44M
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1/15/2019 4:05 pm
Let's see what we can find

Well a good day to all. Many thanks for taking a quick gander at the profile here. It has taken many months to get the nerve up to even make a profile, but I am tired of not ever experiencing anything... It is about time I took chances, and even if I fall on my face, at least I gave it a shot.

I recently am divorced from a 13 year marriage. Looking back over it now, I cringe at how shitty it was. I have always been the good boy. I always did what I was told and never got in trouble....4.0..Master's Degree.... and now just my dissertation left until my Ed.D. Every single day I simply complied with my<b> owner </font></b>(ex-wife) to ensure all parties (she only) was happy and satisfied. No matter how miserable I was, I did what was expected of me.... and even that wasn't enough. It wasn't until I had and my would come to me daily and ask what I had done to get into trouble did I realize I spent every single day being barked and yelled at and belittled, even front of the . Somehow I snapped out of it and I don't want to go back to that numb dead person I was. I want to actually live instead of simply exist. I want to find some kind of meaning and connection. I need you to help me.

I believe I am a kind, generous, empathetic, and caring individual who truly cares about my friends and family. Even though most of my responses now contain heavy sarcastic overtones, I still make sure those around me are heard and treated with respect. People seem to have a lot of fun around me now, and many of my days are filled with laughter and jovial spirit. I am on the right track, but I finally feel that I can see color in the world and I want to explore.

I am very open to meeting people and trying new experiences. At this point, I am really only interested in casual activities and fun times that aren't connected to anything other than just having a fun and free time. I am sure that will change over time, but that is where I am.

Most of the time when I am not working you will see me reading or driving like a wild man down old country roads with the windows down. Having this need to experience new things, I want to start traveling and create my "second life" list of things I have never done but really want to do. I am reinventing who I was, and as far as I can see, the sky is the limit of where I can go and who I can meet.

I believe I got stuck in my marriage because of the insecurity I felt about how I looked. Being a bigger guy, I didn't think I had options and had to stick with the first person who showed any interest. This time around, I know I have to change that. I am who I am and I look how I look... it is life. And I have decided that if some people can't handle my size, then that is fine, but I love who I am now.... I love what I can do... I love who I can now be.... and I hope I can be several different things to different people here. I don't try to hide my weight, because in all things I am honest, and want to meet people that are expecting me I have lost a ton of weight, but I am still about 260, and for some, that is titanic huge....but again, to each his/her own. I love myself and I am confident in me... and all in all, that makes for a fucking amazing me.

I have no particular expectations on who I will meet and what they will look like. I am open to meeting anyone. I know I can have fun with anyone that cares to spend some time with me. The point is to experience new things with new people. I want to feel intensely and live hard to make up for a lifetime of being in a fog. All I ask is for anyone I meet to be open and honest, discreet, serious, and to not play games because I have no times for games and bullshit.

I have tried to be descriptive so that you know what you are getting with me. I apologize if this diatribe bores you... I can make it better.

So... chat with me... connect with me... let's talk or go for a drive.... let's grab a drink or some food.... .let's heat things up to the max and really push the experience of this thing called life. I promise to always focus on you and put you at the center of every meeting, to listen and genuinely care about what you are dealing with, and do all I can to make you feel special and important, and to have an experience that we both continue to smile about in the future. Just shoot me a message and we can see what new things we can get into and what new experiences I can check off my list. I am waiting for ya!

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