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The End Product A Poem
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The End Product A Poem What is in my heart? What is in my head? Words fail to come To do their bidding. I fail in my attempts For description. A former lover Now just a friend. He is moving on I feel somewhat bereft. But did I not know This would be happening? For it happened before When he broke up With me the first time Then we got together again The ubiquitous term Friends with benefit Summing up our relationship. There is caring there But not enough love For him to want me For more than An occasional liaison. does that hurt To know I do not Measure up to his ideal. Who am I kidding? If I were someone else I would similarly see myself. He did give me hints About what I needed What I was missing In his list of must have traits But sadly I could not change And bring about their appearance. I am stuck in my ways And circumstances. I can barely navigate point A Without falling on my . Never mind attempt The trek to point B And what that will bring. He knows well the devil Of bad habits He beat one of the worst So while he has sympathy He also knows it can be done. If someone is motivated. So all my failings I could not fix them in a year I am stuck Like a stick in the mud. Or a sword in a rock Looking for that shining knight With the magic touch. Would that I was Dorothy In the Wizard of Oz And come to the conclusion With the help of others That what I really needed Was within me all along. I just needed to believe it And tap my heels. And tell myself There is more to me Than what I previously thought. If it were all a dream And I wake up With a second chance Would I have the wherewithal? Would I magically see solutions To long enduring problems? I think he saw the futility And all the wishful thinking on my part Might have been a down payment But I was never going to be able To the end product. Independently Romantic Sounds Better Than Lonely |
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Not too exciting eh?  Independently Romantic Sounds Better Than Lonely
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Hmmm... I hate it when we exchange lists. 😶 I can never find what she's hoping for. ... is there another way to look at it Going Too Fucking Far NEW Blog Features RevealeD O O A Foolproof Method Posted Over on that NEW site O O
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I hope you find that little bit of magic. You are stuck in a moment right now. Try to break free, don't make it quick. You can do what your heart will allow. 
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1/6/2021 3:02 pm |
I was cold I was dark I was night I was frozen emptiness despair I was lost there was only death in my eyes I wanted to disappear vanish from the face of the earth no longer be here I wanted to go away hide behind shadows
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