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Blogs > yesmamallthetime > Mellifluous Musings

No Longer Loyal A Poem  

yesmamallthetime 56F  
4467 posts
6/28/2019 10:33 pm
No Longer Loyal A Poem

A friend is trying to
Talk of something.
Something I want to do
Really badly
But it is not
In my best interest.

It is just texting
The guy who found
Me wanting.
You see he told me
He was going
With someone new
Who might be
Better suited to him
In the long run.
Yeah that stung
But like I said
At least he was honest.

He did not want to end things
With me completely.
He wanted to remain friends.
He mentioned the option
Of having me as a lover.
Which made me shudder.
Ugh. It is just too distasteful
Being second fiddle.

So I did not him today
My friend stopped .
The urge was so strong.
But what would it lead
To anyway?
He told what he thought
I was not worth
A long term thing.
I was just
Someone to fuck.
Well he did say he cared
And some other nice things
About our time together
And what we did
And my pets.
He said he loved them.
Ah that was what was missing
What I really wanted from him.

And so I texted him back.
Funny thing, I was hoping
You would fall in love with me.
But since you didn't and can't
I think I need to for
Someone else who can.
I have had FWB and NSA type things
And they are not fulfilling
To me anymore.
I may be celibate for a while.
I can go a long time without it.
His response was
Totally understand.

That is what I am dealing with.
I could leave the door open
For an occasional romp.
Which would probably be
Quite good.
But not good enough.
I don't think I would have
The same level of enthusiasm.
I mean I was being passed over.
For someone else.
And to be honest with myself
He lost my loyalty to his pleasure.
Independently Romantic Sounds Better Than Lonely
yesmamallthetime 56F  
11278 posts
6/28/2019 10:36 pm

 That is it pretty much.
Independently Romantic Sounds Better Than Lonely


OldTatted 64M
Ask me for a photo

6/29/2019 5:48 am

 Well That's a bummer. How could he ask to remain lover's? Was it just supposed to be casual or was more hinted at? Did he say he was still looking for a better situation? Not cool.


Livin_my_Life14 53F

6/29/2019 8:20 am

 No sloppy seconds


Classynails 66F
1675 posts
6/29/2019 1:22 pm

 I understand what you are saying.
Classy, Sassy, and a little Smart-Assy
Sine Metu
CN


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