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Halloween Party
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Halloween Party I am getting excited to attend our Halloween party this year. I am hoping for a better experience, last year was my first group party and I was so overwhelmed and self-conscious I hid upstairs in our bedroom. I am feeling much more prepared except this years party is looking like it will be one of the biggest events i will have attended and I am starting to feel overwhelmed. I am hoping to have individuals there that I have known long before I dipped my feet into the life style and others that have seem me run away from an after party. I really want this party to be a positive experience instead of like other house parties where individuals from my past made me feel like I should be ashamed to want to experience what this lifestyle has to offer. I am looking forward to possibly getting to play with individuals that I have wanted to see where things would go, but in the past it is these very feelings that keep me from being assertive enough to express my wants and desires. I am trying to challenge myself to step outside my comfort zone so that Dennis and I can have a positive experience instead of feeling like I am holding him back from experience all the things he wants. I am not sure if anyone will even read what i am posting but I hope that someone has a few words of encouragement as I am feeling like I really need some one in my corner encouraging me to go into this party with the right mind frame. One of the groups I am part of the individuals have posted about how women should ask first and I struggle with this because in the past I have experiences with others in a group setting and it appeared that things fizzled when individuals were supposed to trade for me. The perception I took away from that was that others don't want to play with me, which is expected but when it happens in more situations than it didn't, I feel self-conscious with those individuals now and will avoid putting them in situations where they may feel like they are expected to play with me and I will not ever put someone in a situation to feel compelled to play with me. So me being the aggressor is probably not going to happen. I don't want other to feel like I am pushing them into any kind of physical interaction. So I need to figure out how to find a happy medium, any suggestions would help.  Nastynancy22 |
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You have to learn to relax and go with the flow. Your a beautiful sexy curvy woman and you have no reason to not flaunt it
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The Halloween party was a success and I think everyone enjoyed themselves, once again I didn't play but As I hav e mentioned before I don't expect or figure that others really want to play with me anyway lol, As long as I get to be with Dennis afterward it is all good and he takes very very good care of me Nastynancy22
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10/23/2015 8:22 pm |
We would have enjoyed spending quality play time with you......., or Dennis........., ultimately, YOU AND DENNIS!!! Thanks for a great party Nancy. It was just a long day for us and in the end we had to fold and get some sleep. We do look forward to next time, and we hope to include "play" then!!!!
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