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Blend and the end
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Blend and the end Been thinkin bout stuff a lot lately. Made a few friends here which is pretty cool but haven't met anyone from here irl that I wanted to be with. Although I luv to flirt and chat I am not easy or a slut. Sure I have my fetishes and have been known to cyber a bit but it really prefer sex when in a relationship. The farther along I get with my HRT the more I need that emotional attachment. Most here just want a quickie or something like that. My ultimate goal is to blend in as a female completely and I am quickly getting there. While not the prettiest, or the hottest I am now at the point of passing very well. It is hard to pick out anyone who sees me as anything other that a female in public. Am at that stage where it is difficult for me to be anything other than a woman even if I wanted to be. Most of the dates I get are from people I meet in real life and the last 5 guys I casually dated (date does not mean I had sex) were surprised when they found out. Am looking at SRS and once that happens am pretty sure that unless you are told you would never know I was anything other than a genetic female. So.. what kind of relationship am I looking for? A good one with a person/persons that makes me feel good. There has to be some emotional attachment to it, and we have to go out and live life a bit. Soooo.. if someone is looking for something with me something else has to be involved. If we go out we have to go out and do something together whatever it is and it can't just be sex. Have to hold conversations and show some wit. There have been 3 guys that have shown up when I told there where I was going out (yes a gay bar in Denver and yes I was totally discreet about it). Not a one could hold a conversation other than "Do me baby'. Oh yes and a few that don't have a car and can't meet (yh.. no car.. really). If you want to play with me.. you have to have something going for yourself other than being horny. Intelligence, wit and a little patience will get my attention more than anything else. So if you are a guy, girl, cd, ts, or a couple wow me with who you are and lets do something fun together first. It will be more than worth it. jessi Jessi |
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Well stated Jessi! I can certainly relate to much of what you have written here. I still have hope that if you turn over enough rocks you'll find that gem! [Everything changed when I went from Why to Why Not!         
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Enjoy your posts, you sound like a lovely, decent person and I wish you well with the SRS. I hope you find someone who deserves and appreciates you.
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Hang in there, Jessi. That guy is out there, you'll just have to sort through a few to find him.
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