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Something about women's clothes is mind altering
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Something about women's clothes is mind altering I admit as a young the experimenting with other boys might have had something to do with me being who I am today but I think it is more about the women's clothes that has altered my mind. I am not sure exactly when but I know I was a young when for some reason I tried on a pair of nylons I found in my sisters room and remember the feeling I got when I tried them on. I have no clue as to what got me to do it but I did. I would put them on at night and then jerk off in them and did this for a couple years. After I got my drivers license I started dating girls and didn't really think about it anymore and considered it a fade I went through. I went into the service and ended up getting married and having a family. I was in San Fran for a few days and long story short got seduced by a older black guy that talked me into going to his place and he ended up sucking me off and I stroked him some but that was it (this happened shortly after I was married. While married I remember talking my wife into letting me try some panties on while we had sex and this is where I think it really started to change me. After we divorced I got out of the service and was in between girlfriends. I got horny as hell and went to the local adult store and when I was in the back I had a guy approach me with his hard cock out and I just sucked him off and he was talking dirty to me while I did it and it was such a turn on. I went there a few times to be used by horny guys and love the feeling of submitting to them. Well I got another GF and stopped and when we split up I had several pairs of her panties and started wearing them when I started going back to the book store. The feeling of submitting to men and wearing panties really got me rock hard and even more eager to submit and please. over the next 10 years and a few more GF's seemed every time I wasn't in a relationship I would turn to wearing women's clothes and submitting to men. Then I started to notice I was checking out women walking by but not because I was attracted to them but actually checking out the clothes they were wearing. Shortly afterwards I started to buy women's clothe lingerie and outer garments such as jeans, dresses, skirts and tops. I would wear them around the house then I bought a couple cheaper wigs and stuffed my bras and started to buy makeup. I actually felt it was natural to me to wear these things. Well over the course of time I purged these things but only to come back to them and spend more money replacing what I had purged. About 7 years ago after my last and final GF I started all over again and I now I have more women's underwear then men's and the men's underwear I do have are all microfiber and bikini style or thong style which I just wear to doctors appointments but other then that I wear panties 24/7. I have stopped dressing these past couple years but mainly because I would just be by myself and that got boring not to mention expensive wasting makeup no one else would see. I have gone out driving dressed and even went into a few places dressed but not in the local town. Anyways I stopped fully dressing but I do wear leggings and bras and t shirts around the house and even sun bathed in thongs or women's 2 piece swim suits. I do love the feeling of wearing women's clothes and I am at the point where it does not matter if I am dressed or not I love pleasing men. I do keep my body shaved smooth just like a women's body including my under arms because I love the feminine feeling it gives me. Do I care if people see my shaved legs or underarms, not at all and yes I am smooth all year long. I have found I am extremely attracted to Trans women, shemales and even cross dressers that are smooth, not hairy guys dressed in lingerie and if I have the chance to date such a lady I would love to and would embrace it. I enjoy sex and it really doesn't matter if I am dressed or not I love submitting to others and love to please but lately it seems the urge is extremely strong to get back into dressing and serving both men and women as well as the third gender. Well thanks for viewing my blog and in my opinion wearing women's clothes has altered my mind and the way I view things. Feel free to comment and it really doesn't matter if comments are positive or negative as everyone has their own view and thoughts. |
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I do wear panties all the time and when the cooler months are here I do wear bras and pantyhose under my jeans. not uncommon for me to wear women's low rise jeans as most don't even notice unless they have very fem back pockets or no pockets
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