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Consider my self straight Always attracted to TS and Tg World  

rm_trentalon1 51M
1 posts
8/17/2014 11:38 am
Consider my self straight Always attracted to TS and Tg World

I consider myself straight and have always been attracted to the ts and tg world. However, I have never gone that way. I am not sure it I want to be one or if I am just attracted to them. I feel a lot of both. But again I have not gone down that road for fear of my entire world falling apart. Custody of my my job, family and friends which none are ever around. I have sisters that would understand. But I also have a lot of obligations. I go back and forth if everything is worth my happiness which only one thing in this world really makes me happy and thats my . However, when I think about TG/TS women I get excited and not much excites me any more. When I think about transitioning. i get happy and I feel like I am letting myself and my thoughts go, that have been pent up for years. No more subverting my eyes and looking away but feeling like its ok to look at all things anywhere. To smile and not feel strange, to not control my gestures for fear of them being understand as feminine. Well that's me on the inside inside a box in the dark recesses of my mind. This is the first time I have ever vocalized or put this into words, I am beginning to liberate who I feel I should be and have held back for far too many years. Is there anyone that wants to friend me and we can explore together?

VALady62 61T  
342 posts
8/17/2014 6:38 pm

 Isn't it wonderful to open up and be able to express thoughts you feel! Life is too short not to be happy, but yes we also have to consider obligations and what is so important to one's life. Just don't forget about you though either. There are always options and ways to make things work.....I would be happy to chat sometime
[Everything changed when I went from Why to Why Not!


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