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Another ancient text...
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Another ancient text... So this is another post I pulled off my old blog to give everyone a little something, something I thought these two would best show a bit into my crazy little mind... Wow found my old blogs up on the interwebs crazy good. A little note about me that will make the rest of this post make quite a bit more sense. Outside of the bedroom I tend to enjoy holding a bit of power. My ideal career in which I'm working towards is that of a choreographer. Not just for the artistic aspect of pulling pieces together, but much rather for implementing my mind unto another. I will have the opportunity to make my thoughts a reality through the functioning minds and bodies of others under my command. This will eventually lead to my own dance company and hopefully my own recognized style amoung names such as Horton and Graham. That will be my ultimate success as hundreds and maybe thousands of students work to learn my movement and strive to bring forth my ideals. People choosing to bend and contort their bodies, straining and training by their own choosing to make my minds eye a reality, this is true power. My backup plan is to start up my own company and work as CEO building up whatever idea I plan to get behind and to rule with a slightly gentle iron fist. Power can be very sexy, the idea of either of those dreams realized gets me hot enough to make some alarms go off. My actual name even comes from ancient myths over a struggle for power. How can I not find the idea of holding power in my hands? Ooooh or the image of a man sitting in front of me taking his time to sort through his thoughts, the quiet power behind his eyes as he knows exactly what he does to me. whispering under his breath how he plans to punish me for something salacious I've done or said. painting images of spankings, long drawn out sessions of me tasting his cock with no relief for myself, and depriving me to near madness until he has me begging him for what I want. A man who is confident in what he needs to do and plays with his prize as he would like for he has a natural power behind him running through his skin. But far more seductive is the soft caress of a hand preparing my sensitive skin with light touches for the hard leather paddle strapped at the waist. Hair grazes my back as I feel the sensation of the kiss on my neck and a hand reach down between my legs to check if her toy is ready for a show. Satisfied she steps back and takes a good look at me with my hands tied around a pole in front of me, allowing a bit of movement and more positions at her disposal, my legs spread apart giving her a great view of my ass and access to her target of choice for tonight. She chats a bit with the guests she's brought to watch, taking her time leisurely ignoring my presence for now as if to remind me I have no power here I'm just the entertainment. She is well dressed and relaxed, enjoying the company walking back and forth on either side of me occasionally taking the time to rub the paddle over my skin with a touch that barely even exists. She goes like this for a while and without warning brings the paddle up between my legs... I seem to be letting my mind wander here but you get the idea, this is what I find sexy, this is the type of power I find attractive. All interactions here are borne of some intelligence or connection that I find appealing. Very much me... SO for the rest of the post, lately I've been putting out a few complaints and I think today I'd like to note something funny. Why? Cause I can. I do my best not to laugh at people because I'm very good at it, and that's what I have friends for . Lately however some people make it ridiculously hard and I swear they're pure hilariousness is probably why I don't ban them. Oh it's probably wrong cause I know they aren't trying to be funny or the butt of my own personal jokes, but hey at least they serve some purpose stepping into the same universe I chose to inhabit. There is a user who has been on my case to contact him for over a year now. Every single message he sends is along the same lines and once in the past when he was getting on my nerves while I was on cam I literally told him to fuck off. Well he seems to be what we can now refer to as a persistent fucker as he still to this day messages me. La de da... So in the communications and all he basically a person who doesn't have enough confidence in themselves so they believe they must buy women off, and believes that all women can be bought. His profile goes as far as stating this. O.k. that's a bad place to start with me as anyone who has chatted with me or seen me on cam sees that I am a woman with a pretty strong mind who may or may not be stubborn and strong willed. Oh and I can be pretty confident to boot. So starting that off this is obviously not quite what I'm interested in. He keeps chasing at me with the same messages of desperation that shows no point of worth in replying to it. It's basically just a quick reply and I'm done with that. Well this user doesn't get it. He's seen me chat on cam so should have gauged something of me from there and read my profile that gives a bit more information. I'm kinda<b> witty. </font></b>Sometimes at least, but always looking for someone who can hold a conversation. With the massages I get it seems that these were purely overlooked in the chase of me, just a flower with no roots to hold it down. So I feel sorry for such a creature and forgive past frustration and give this individual a chance to redeem themselves in my eyes, paint a full picture of someone who is worth the time I'm spending to give a reply. I straight up remind him of his past failures and how I all around feel about his contacting. I inform him however I am giving him one last chance to sway me and to make a case for himself and why I should start to acknowledge his advances. Wow You must be thinking right now,She is super nice, and a great person all around!!! And sorry reader but that's not the case here. What's happening is sometimes need to fall to learn and dead men need to dig their own graves. And I do love watching someone struggle over their own graves. Hell I even made my playmate feel as such when he first met me. I'm not saying I'm a bitch, just really bored. So I give him a chance and what he does is play around and waddle in the dirt. As for "stating his case" I got a reply of what his sn was for another messenger and his e-mail and how is is ever waiting for my contact. I stopped and I laughed very, very hard. I have told 6 year olds to state their case and they came together with a better concept of what that means than this. Sometimes the wisdom of years just skips over people from fear. I however being the gem I am, I give him one last chance to finish himself off by telling him straight up that is not stating a case and either he make a response that would interest me or prepare to be banned. It's rare I deal with harassment in such a fashion but this was super satisfying as I knew this would turn out one way... Well with his following message he found himself six feet under and dinging an extra foot. He requested I tell him what to say so he doesn't say the wrong thing. Which is one of the worst things you can say to me. This is a man who in the past has tried over and over to express that I need him and that he has the power to buy things for me make my life easier, if only I submit myself to becoming his. He thought that money made him powerful. money in no way is a source of power. Those who hide behind it as such don't know true power which is innate and cannot be replicated as such. money is just a means to fill a need, some use money as a form of showing power they have outside of it as that power created an environment from which that wealth sprang but this is not the case. This is just someone with a want for power grasping at an idea of what might bring it. I also value creativity quite a bit. Creativity is what I surround myself with. If you can't be smart be creative, it'll help you get far in life. Creativity can spark the conversation that creates the connection that springs your career to the next level and pulls you towards your goals. As an artist you learn quickly talent is nice but you can learn how to hone a lack of talent into skill with hard work, creativity can take you further, and who you know will make a career. But I digress again. I like creativity. For the sake of creativity I embark on a career that will leave me destitute but fulfilled with the out springing of creative minds and idea, intellectuals, and ultimately power. See how this works? He could not start a proper conversation or tell me anything worthwhile enough to catch my attention and proved in the end that these three qualities I love so much are all lacking within himself. Sure I knew this months back when I first turned his down upwards of ten times, but now I have considerable proof in which to show him that when given the chance to pursue me in proper fashion he failed. Sorry yeah... lot longer than I planned but get me talking and I may never stop, or start. Please give me your thoughts on this rather odd thought. If you'd like it to remain private just let me know and it won't show up for other readers. |
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