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Have you ever had a WOW moment?
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Have you ever had a WOW moment? There are moments in your life where you are suddenly confronted with the unexpected. They can be good, they can be bad, they can be truly shocking, and they can be mildly entertaining. But once in a while... and for most of us, a great while, maybe even just once, maybe even never... we have a "Wow..." moment. I don't mean "WOW!!!!" like you're happy and excited and thrilled and jumping up and down screaming with joy. I don't mean "...wow..." like you're horribly upset, stunned into numbness and horrified by the very existence of this moment. I mean... that sudden realization that you've just experienced a life-changing moment for the good, and you are in complete and total awe of the moment. You have this epiphany, this total clarity of thought, this single perfect blip in time... and you realize at that exact moment that your life has just been monumentally altered into something absolutely amazing, and it's all thanks to this moment that just happened. And all you can do is fall back on your haunches, just stare at what just changed your entire life for the better, and say... "Wow..." That single perfect moment? It's when you have come to the immense, earth-shattering, paradigm-altering realization that you just fell in love. Now, I don't mean<b> infatuation. </font></b>That happens all the time. Those intense, crazy, wild, out-of-control feelings that mix sexual excitement and serious attraction. They're great. They're exciting. They're wonderful. They're not love, though most people mistake it for love early in their relationship. I don't mean settling. That's when you've just come to realize that you don't want to be alone, and the person you're with is pretty decent and a good friend, and you could see spending your life with this person, and while you're best friends and lovers... it's not your One True Love. It's the one you settled for. (Not that there's anything wrong with that, because hey... you're still happy, they're still good people, and a friendship that lasts for decades is an amazing thing.) But I mean... love. True, honest, unconditional love between two people. People can go their entire lives without ever finding that kind of love. Some try to find it in religion, others in their career, some in sex, some in their , some in the most surprising ways. Maybe they find it... I don't know. But the kind of true love that you only see in movies (and even then, badly portrayed), and with the exceptionally rare couples who were in the right place at the right time with the right person with the right words and the right circumstances and managed not to do something incredibly stupid to screw it up? That kind of love? It's rare. Truly, truly rare. I've never had that "Wow..." moment. I almost did, once. That was Jenny, the woman I mentioned in my Kissing series. I... don't think I'm ready to tell that story yet. But she was... she was... The One. My One True Love. And I lost her. That's a painful story to tell. Not yet. But is it wrong for me to want that "Wow..." moment? Just once? Guys are taught from birth to "Be Strong. Be Tough. Emotions are for wussies! Be Hard, because Life will be hard to you, and if you can't handle the heat, Life will burn you to a crisp. So Toughen Up! Take It Like A Man!" If I want a "Wow..." moment, that means I have to be emotional. I have to allow myself to be vulnerable. I have to admit I'm only half of a whole, and my other half is out there, trying to find me so she can be whole, too. Every time I open myself up to someone, I get hurt. Every time I try to be emotional, I get accused of being soft and wussy, or even homosexual (not judging, just saying what people call me). Every time I try to be the man I am, try to be honest, try to live an open, transparent life; people come along and stomp all over it. They tell me to be a MAN. Please. If being a man means feeling nothing, then I guess I'm not a man. I choose to think otherwise. I choose to think that, in the face of opposition, being yourself IS being a man. Otherwise, you're just posturing and strutting and throwing out a bunch of macho bullshit that only fools the other macho idiots doing the same thing. I'm on a sex site because, like most everyone else here, I want companionship. I'm on Senior Sizzle because I'm human, I have needs and desires and lusts that want satisfied. It doesn't make me a hypocrite just because I want my One True Love, too. I just haven't found her yet. I'm actively looking, and when I find her, this blog, my profile, and everything else concerning this website, will either go unused or get deleted. This is a roadside stop for me. That's why I say, up front, that I'm fine with FWB's, I'm happy with occasional booty-calls, and as long as I know you, you and I can pleasure each other as often as you like. Once I meet Her, though... once I find Ms. Right... it's done. I won't need you anymore. That's the relationship here. That's me, being honest. Like me or don't, at least I'm playing it straight here. How many other guys here will? But what about you? Have you found your One True Love? Are you here to add to an already wonderful life, or are you here, like me, to fill a void in it until you find your Mr. or Ms. Right? As usual, comments are always welcome. . Your Friendly Neighborhood King of the Jungle, The Lion. READ THIS! ------>>>lionthatroared I DARE you to read my blog and attempt to be unchanged by sheer, utter AWESOMENESS!!! It's like Kung-Fu Panda fighting Super Models with heavy metal music pumping in the background... hyped up on Rockstar energy drinks! And... whipped cream with chocolate sprinkles! And... laser-guided sex toys are probably involved! And... and... oh, I know... I'm pretty sure Chuck Norris roundhouse-kicked it at some point! |
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