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Transexual Life Is A Hard Life To Live. A Message From Me
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Transexual Life Is A Hard Life To Live. A Message From Me I Been Transgender from 1980, I lived most of my life this way. I have been threw a lot. This is Not An easy life. And It hasn't been easy because some people don't understand, So instead of People trying to find out, They mock, Ridicule, And also try to hurt us mentally and physically , I was asked one day why do I go threw this? I said that It's not the fact I go threw anything.. I am Just trying to live My life as I see it. Other's who has A problem with it, Need to deal with there problem's, To find out why they have a problem with me or anyone else who want's to live our life's, Like we want... The thing that keeps a lot of us back..Is our own self, The fear of anyone knowing, And that in it self is hard but it put's so much stress On our self's . The pressure of not being able to be out true self Put's most of us to even depression mode, Make's us angry, Some even kill ourselves. Fear Is A funny , But deadly thing at the same time. I did come out to some Family And Friend's, And yes It was hard But so much pressure has been relieved, And your not as stressful as you where. No not all the people I have told Did not like to hear that, So with some I did not have a good ending with, And so there is a strain between us. It Make's me sad but, I need to keep my head up and move on. I am not making light of this at all , As I said, This is hard to live my life. But If you never do it . Yes your going be hurting as well. Yeah A catch 22. You feel dammed if you do and dammed if you don't But I rather Do what I want. A have a few people not like it , Rather than Not doing anything, And being upset that you haven't. The Road we take to be free. P.S Be Yourself Live Your Life, You Need To Be Happy With Yourself! SYBIL................................. |
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4/3/2020 6:28 am |
sybil , hi i m clara , i read your blog , and you are right society was no , is not and won't change , you know what ,fuck society , sorry for my f ,, language , but i was crying and feel sorry for myself , believing that i was the only who was in pain , no Sybil , you know that you are no , what we don't understand is about other humans been like us are suffering 100 times more than you and me together , and probably it make you sad , and aloud people to get fun of us , we paid the price to be what we are , lost family ,daughters , brothers and sister , home , jobs , money , and we still be crying , i m who i m , i love be feminine but i learn that i lost many things but i did not lost my balls , and when someone cross the line the balls jump , i learn the respect i earn it and nobody nobody small ,big , rich or poor , is gonna take away it , in a fight lost or winning you show that i can dress but i can respond too, like you said is hard and is not gonna be easy for us , but what we can do , cry , no baby , one time a gurl told me , you know clara you are beauty and told her , you are right , she said to me , clara you are beautiful , what happens is when you look yourself in the mirror you don't wanted , when you learn to love yourself after that you will be see that beauty in you and in others , and i start loosing weight , taking care of myself and i start see my beauty , and the most the respect that i have for each one like us , and when i see something wrong in one i let her know that it is no right , , i learn that we born alone and we will go alone too, we need to learn to be happy with what we have , ,i hope you one day with a big smile to will see in the mirror the beauty inside you , kisses
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you have obviously a very beautiful soul. Needless to say I am very attracted to you. Sincerely, Fred
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So I take it by my math that you came out as transgendered when you were 12 years old which is tough in itself to you and family members. Particularly in 1980 when being transgendered was basically not understood by society and the medical community as it is today. The first time I even saw a transexual was in a magazine showing them in Singapore. You are right. It is not an easy life which is why I did not manifest my femininity outside of my house during my first 50 years of my life. Even today there are still dangers and consequences that are difficult to handle. However we carry on and keep blazing a trail towards acceptance and a safe place in the world. I wish you well and peace hon. Take care and be safe. Ciao. Gina {=}
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I for One have never been ok with Labble's but here we are! I just consider myself just a person.
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I have sayings that keep me mentally stable & alive dare to be different the journey gives meaning to the destination You do what you have to do to be happy. For some that is full disclosure, for others it is a closet. Never let a cheer squad lead you down a path..humans still stand there and watch bulls gore fellow humans each year at the running of the bulls & in some cultures public stoning's still exist Do what makes you happy The one thing I know is we don't choose to do this it chooses us
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