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Steps Forward.
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Steps Forward. This week ended with me sitting in the spa chair at the nail salon getting a much needed and long over due mani / pedi. Between buffing and polishing, I managed to push work thoughts and obligations out of my mind and regain focus on me. I let myself get a little caught up in the<b> infatuation </font></b>again. If it seems to good to be true it usually is. Surprisingly, I'm ok with it. Despite communicating points of insecurity and discussing failures of the past, history repeated itself with this one and I only have myself to blame. There was a part of me that expected this, and it really isn't anything worth getting worked up over. It did confirm that I'm intended to be single for an eternity. I'm ok with that as well. It really truly was a sign that rather than wasting my time with people who can't appreciate nor respect me enough to at least say, " Hey, I'm not interested in you anymore but thanks for dinner and the fucking" I've got better things to do. So I'm here for blogging purposes. Profile has been modified, auto reply is on, and I'm happy about it. No more lamenting, no more bitching...y'all may actually enjoy my blogs now. I feel like I'm moving steps forward, and by eliminating any source of annoyance or petulance, I'm already relieved to just enjoy this little corner without hesitation that my words are going to scare someone off. If they do, you probably couldn't handle me at my best =-) All pretty girls are a trap, a pretty trap, and men expect them to be. |
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Fatalism, eh? Don't buy it. The world is unending chaos and you, like all of us, are both master and victim of the vicissitudes of said maelstrom. Smart as a horse and hung like Einstein.
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