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I Need Fucking Help! as Dr. Phil would say
I Need Fucking Help! as Dr. Phil would say Who am I and what am I doing on this site? Well I am a happily married man trapped in a good marriage. Is that an oxymoron? I have a list of fantasies that I feel will never materialize. We are different (today) her and I. There is no shortage of sex in my life. But we have reached a point sexually speaking quite some time ago that we can't seem to cross. I long for a lot more than vanilla sex. I crave total un-inhibited carnal pleasures. I have tried to push the envelope. I have mentioned threesomes, anal sex, swapping with our friends. Our friends were included in the discussion. My lady said she could not do it. Our friends' husband concurred. I kind of laughed it off. What else could I do? I was a bit embarrassed. I think our friends wife was interested as she was not as vocal as my lady. Actually she stayed quiet as we smiled at each other. So here I am. I say good marriage because it is. It's just not perfect. What is? We are the same but different people then when we met. I have been on here for some time. Met some wonderful ladies. One in particular I will never forget. I have a soft spot in my heart for her. She did things for me so unselfishly. She was a widow looking for a soul mate on this site. She even tried to get me into an mfm with one of her boyfriends. She thought I would be good at it. Whatever that means. Unfortunately as many on here know scheduling something like that with 3 different people is difficult. It did not happen. I miss her. I look at all the profiles on here. I envy the true swingers. I know it's not for everyone. I'm sure they are searching for something as well. So I search for a couple that search for a man for mfm. I search for ladies that also have sexual cravings. There is not much I won't do. I have quite an imagination. All that is lacking is someone with an open mind and a lust for pleasure. Am I alone? Is anyone else dealing with these petty things? Are these petty things? To all the bloggers, what can you tell me? Am I fucked up? Insatiable man Is anyone out there? What the fuck! |
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