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Blogs > rm_elphabalives > My Blog

It aint easy being me!  

rm_elphabalives 53F
9 posts
8/29/2010 7:58 pm
It aint easy being me!

I came to realize a long long time ago that " it aint easy being me"! But until recently I never had to face the facts to hard and in my face. You see, everyday I get to look at myself in the mirror and it's like I don't even recognize the woman who is staring back at me. She is old and unattractive in many ways, her face is too wrinkled, her teeth are you too yellow, her smile seems so fake in fact it's not even a smile at all. Is it because she's unhappy? Well, I should say so... look at her she's a hot mess definitely not the raving beauty who was available to see back in the good old days, that crazy gorgeous<b> hunk </font></b>a woman, with bigger balls than most men could only dream of having. Ha Ha aint that the truth! But clearly that fair maiden has left the building most likely never you return and here we are day after day stuck looking at this new person, this thing, this deformity, this scary changling called me, man it aint easy being me!

_Typer_ 47M

8/29/2010 11:15 pm

 For what it's worth, keep in mind that no individual can be an accurate assessor of his or her attractiveness. There is no accounting for taste in someone else, and I bet wholeheartedly that however you are now, you are right up someone's alley. And the internet is a great place to come for random compliments, especially if you have a web cam.

You clearly still have balls, for whatever that's worth. Your profile pic and your post suggest a certain swagger. Find outlets to continue expressing yourself.


rm_elphabalives 53F
4 posts
8/30/2010 12:30 am

 thanks for the"wise" words you're exactly right in fact sometimes too smart for my own damn good. life is strange and funny its alot!


rm_elphabalives 53F
4 posts
8/30/2010 12:33 am

 i love that word"swagger" i'm flattered you use it to describe me but why?


horny196364 60M

8/30/2010 5:05 am

 love to chat with you sometime


rm_peter2 82M
167 posts
8/30/2010 8:27 am

 i don't know how to break this to you but it's not you. it's the damn mirror. they age with time and become distorted. well for women anyhow. for guys we start out funky and as the mirror distorts we begin to look better.


rm_elphabalives 53F
4 posts
8/30/2010 11:01 am

 OOOHHHH! The mirror, why didn't I think of that, I wish it were that simple. but the almighty mirror is actually the imfamous double edged sword, so to speak. We can use it to clear away the unwanted branches, and change the things we don't care for about ourselves. Or, we can use it against ourselves to tear ourselves down little by little every day until we feel dead inside. I guess its up to us to decide how we want to use the mighty sword!


rm_peter3dude 83M
547 posts
8/30/2010 12:33 pm

 if you would at my request allow me to be a bit crass. the mirror lies about you. with a breast like that trust me the mirror is distorted.


_Typer_ 47M

8/31/2010 9:18 pm
    Quoting rm_elphabalives:
    i love that word"swagger" i'm flattered you use it to describe me but why?
For one, I don't think you'd have a body part in your profile if you didn't have at least a certain degree of self-confidence - especially for a post about your physical appearance.

Secondly, you've chosen to share your feelings online with strangers. Takes a degree of confidence to do that as well.

But most importantly, you admit that you had balls and you used them. Knowing you have something like 'tude and using it? That's swagger. I expect they're still around, waiting for a reason to go back into service.


rm_elphabalives 53F
4 posts
9/1/2010 1:50 am

 Yes Typer, its like the balls lye dormant or resting until te time when I actually need them and it never fails, at those times they bust right back on out and take control of any situation, not aggressively, but assertively. I guess I am lucky like that. Thanks for making your opinion on the subject known for me it has been encouraging, I do appreciate it.


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