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Gonna fish or cut bait?
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Gonna fish or cut bait? That was the ultimatum I received this evening via test. Because I haven't had the time, energy or motivation to jump a so called "gentleman" at his offer of a "FWB relationship". He is older and retired...his life fairly simple and fun filled with his choosing. While mine on the other hand has been just the feckin' opposite! And not of my choosing! Here it is end of August already and I'm still wondering where January went when we had our first meet over dinner. Work has been a chaotic mess... I put myself in a shooting competition that had all my spare time practicing for it... And everything else like housework, shopping, errands, etc kinda got accomplished each week but how... I really don't know. I haven't had a spare minute to ride, hike or read... Even cooking has been replaced by convenience...and cooking was my solace at times! So giving me an ultimatum because like that...not a wise thing to say to me in the frame of mind I have been in! (And he knew about it) He says I was just "pussin around" and "that it's just a game to me". Apparently he never really listened when we talked... never believed in or remembered anything I said I wanted, needed or was going thru. I can only apologize for wasting his patience and time...but not for playing games! It was never a game! It is never a game being a FWB with me. I only ever have one at a time... He unfortunately showed up at the wrong time in my life and I just couldn't keep up or do anything fast enough for him. He will be missed! I wish him the best life has to offer... Now for a silent phone once again 
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9/12/2016 9:01 pm |
I can relate to your delima about not having time. I have spent everyweekend this year on the road doing something for work for doinf something for someone else. This year has gone by way too fast. As T said above, stay true to yourself.
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This year has been the most challenging in my memory for finding down time for myself and my wife let alone time to participate in the lifestyle. I can understand your frustration and sympathize with you. Good luck and stay true to yourself. T(bigdog)
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