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One wild ride.......
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One wild ride....... January is coming to a close and let me tell you, it has been a month full of surprises! I had high hopes for 2012 and it started off just great. Time with my family and friends, a past love that I thought was going to be rekindled and of course my birthday looming ahead. That first week gave me a false sense of contentment. My birthday approached and the beginning of the end began. Or so I thought. The love I thought was going to rekindle, burnt out like a damn flaming comet falling to earth. Left me high and dry on my birthday. So, I decided I needed to do something for me. Decided to spend the night at a local hotel for a little alone time. Thought I had some company lined up to join me, but that too fizzled out like a rainy 4th of July. So, there I am, alone, getting drunk as a skunk, horny as hell and feeling oh so sorry for myself. What else was there to do besides get on Senior Sizzle and see if there was by chance someone who would want to talk to a crazy ass drunk woman. To my great surprise, a friend happened to be on. Now this may not seem unusual to most, but you see this friend and I have never talked on the Senior Sizzle messenger before. He never gets on it. We talk through emails and blogs. But this night, he saw me log on, knew it was later than I'm usually on and wanted to see if I was ok. The events that followed that evening, made me realize that I deserved better than what I was getting. It also changed the way I felt about this friend in a way that I can't change. Nor do I want to. It is rare in this life to have someone know you and what you need when you don't know that yourself. To have someone that can make you feel every word that he types as if his hands and mouth are on your body is so fantastic. It is surreal. How can one person make you feel so alive, so wanted, so desired, so beautiful? I don't think I have ever had that before. Not with the intensity that this man evokes in me. Even if I never get to experience the touch of this man in person, I will never regret or forget the intimacies we have shared. You are the best friend, confidant and lover I could ever hope to find and would be the luckiest woman around if I were fortunate enough to keep you. This has been my ride through January. A little bumpy in spots, but all in all not bad. Let's go February! Give me your best shot and show me what you've got! lol |
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Hmmm.... Thought this one was due for a comment. Let me know if you see this. Embrace the suck
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