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Blogs > Hardupfosho > Apropos of Something

A letter to no one in particular pt. 3  

Hardupfosho 48M
151 posts
1/22/2018 8:56 pm
A letter to no one in particular pt. 3

Hello!

How do you feel today? I hope that you are well and happy Is it cold where you are right now? Here it is a lot warmer than it has been lately but it would still be wonderful to have you with me to share warmth.

It's so hard to believe that it's January 22nd already! That's just about the first month of 2018 in the books. I think that as I get older, time goes by faster. It's like one of those whatchamacallits, ratio or whosits, macro or something.

Today I saw a young couple at work. They were wearing matching black hoodies. On the front was a picture of some kind of snake or something but on the back there were the words "Together since" and then under that the man had the number 20 on his hoodie and the woman had 17. (Pause for awws).

I must admit, my knee-jerk reaction was a scornful snort of scathing disdain (heard by no one). But after a moment, I actually thought that it was kind of sweet; It made me smile.

And then the loneliness set in. I felt so bleak and desolate. So alone. It sneaks up on me sometimes, you know?

I really miss you. I wonder, will I ever see you again? I guess that's difficult to answer. I mean, who can say? I sure hope I see you again, though

By the way, what sweater size do you wear?

Take care of you, lots of hugs and kisses,

X

MyNameIsKay 62F  
11887 posts
1/23/2018 6:17 am

 I'm wondering how old the couple with the hoodies was? It is sweet though...in a nauseating kind of way. Lol. It reminds me of my brother and his fiancé. They are publicly "oh so very happy" that it makes me not want to be around them.

I'm sorry you got lonely...I know the feeling of wanting something that I haven't had for a very long time. And don't get me started on how fast the years are moving...


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Hardupfosho 48M
1727 posts
1/24/2018 12:44 pm
    Quoting MyNameIsKay:
    I'm wondering how old the couple with the hoodies was? It is sweet though...in a nauseating kind of way. Lol. It reminds me of my brother and his fiancé. They are publicly "oh so very happy" that it makes me not want to be around them.

    I'm sorry you got lonely...I know the feeling of wanting something that I haven't had for a very long time. And don't get me started on how fast the years are moving...

I'm thinking that they were in their early to mid twenties.

Thanks for visiting, Kay


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