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nokguuhjhikmkthfnbhthth A horrifically long, depressing, lonely winter has finally passed. It was awful. I did not blog cuz all I had were some raunchy, dirty, nassssty sexual adventures and many depressing lonely nights. But I think it was necessary for all the ideas and plans to plot in my subconscious. Slowly I have emerged from my hybernation and my moist, damp, stale cave has turned into a bright clean house full of wonderful beautiful happy happy so deeply happy smelling flowers. (U can find my happy music of this moment on u-toob if you type in Joe Dassin - Les Champs Elysees) It is my new April's resolution to go to Paris this year. I have always "saved" Paris for when I shall finally fall in love. I shall have been single for ten years this coming october. I have decided that I'm waiting no longer. Paris is ready for me and I am ready for Paris. 31 is a good age to visit Paris Oh and Barcelona as well by the way. And finally I have started the education (base principles of coaching) that will lead to what I want to be when I grow up. It is amazing how much fun it is to do your homework when you realize you're doing it for you and not because you have to. I could never have imagined that I could ever reach this point. I've longed for it a long time. I've started so many studies and never finished any. The way my brother received remedial teaching at school because he has dyslexia, that way I should have been taught how to study because I was too intelligent for the stuff they taught at school. I am a typical example of how intelligence is nOt an insurance for a succesful carreer or anything remotely in that direction (which I always believed, which is why I thought of myself as a failure). But. Better late than never. I've done my share of soulsearching and self analyzing the past ten years and now I have quite a solid foundation to built the rest of my life upon. And I am laying the first bricks already. Aside from the "normal" education that I am following at a 'regular' training institute, last week I also subscribed (and already started as well) to a spiritual training called "Trance Healing Coaching I". So I have one really down-to-earth-practical-one and one head-in-the-clouds-one. I'm so excited inside I'm jumping up and down all the time. Also I have found a bakery in Holland (Amsterdam and Hilversum) called Le Fournil, where they sell actual, real, authentic FRENCH BAGUETTES. If you have ever been to France you know that no where else but there they know how to make the baguette the way it's supposed to be. Outside it's so hard it made my grandmother's false teeth fall out; it could make your gums bleed **>CRUNCHHH<** And on the inside there is heavenly bread.. fluffy, light, airy AND elastic.. There is no real way to properly explain what it's like if you've never experienced the real deal. But this baker, Sebastien (He deserves equivalent for Oscar in the Bakery Business!), he does it the French way. I don't know how they do it.. but the French have a certain "Je ne sais quoi" that makes me extraordinarily happy when they make or do it (what ever). Their cooking.. their language.. their kissing.. and of course Champagne.. *sigh*.. If you get the chance.. Try the croissants! It's a little piece of France on your breakfast table!! And my garden people!! Oh my gosh!!! My garden is so pretty!! The camelia is blooming like crazy, there's almost more flowers than leaves!! And the hyacinths.. they smell so good!! There's lots and lots of blue and white grape hyacinths And my tulips are almost bursting! As are the daffodills hahaha and finally at last also my snowdrops are coming out (hahaha a bit late, like me!) And the honeysuckle.. it's like it's gone wild overnight!! I've planted thyme and mint and basil. And in a month orso I'm going on hunt for a while White Wisteria to plant in my backyard. And this is also the year that there will be a water-ornament in the back where the little bench is. Gardening makes me almost same as happy as sex. Ohhh and I almost forgot. I deleted the bigger part of my internet profiles. I kept this one (the blog-section is a good excuse ) and Dutch version of faceb00c (your version as well). The one on collarme I have deleted twice and it keeps coming back! Also I got rid of the regulars, to make space for a whole new generation of lovers.. *grinning*.. you didn't think I was gonna stop having sex eh? Ahahaha but this time I'm sticking to my demands. I want to go to the zOO. Out to dinner, to the gardencenter *evil laughter* hahaha and he needs to buy me presents (even if it's just one flower). And I'm in no rush. I now have 5 (five!) vibrators and I just read an article in a magazine that the more orgasms you have, the happier a person you (probably) are. So I'll make my own happiness; hahaha about 3x per day this weekend! Oh.. and even bigger scary thing is that I unsubscribed my TV-subscription. In a month from now I shall no longer be able to watch TV. Just only the dvd's that I put in there, but not regular programming anymore. And the weird thing is, I sent my brother a txt the other day that I did this.. and (of course not) coincidentally He did the Exact Same Thing in the Same Week!!! How cool is that?? So.... Kom maar op met die big 31. I'm so ready for it |
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