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Hindsight
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Hindsight Terry sat in her kitchen with her good friend Dana having their usual morning coffee. The two women had been friends since Dana’s family moved into the neighbourhood five years ago. Their husbands, Richard and Joe, had become buddies as well. They were "backyard" friends, as their privacy fences were connected. In fact, they rarely went to one another's house through the front door. It was a long walk around the neighbourhood to get to the front door. The two women normally shared a lively morning conversation but today for some reason, Terry seemed quiet. She had just had her 35th birthday and was feeling a little down. However, it wasn't only the age thing that was bothering her. It seemed that her relationship with Richard was losing its spark. She knew that it wasn't unusual for a twelve-year marriage and two , but it was difficult to accept nonetheless. Suddenly, as the women sat at the kitchen table, the door from the dining room flew open and Terry’s two came running through. "Anna and Sean, slow down," Terry yelled as they chased each other out the back door. "The August holidays are getting near and they will be home all day soon," Terry lamented, adding, "There goes my peace and quiet." "Why aren't they in school today?" "Some teachers conference or something like that." They're getting big," Dana said with a smile, remembering how fast her own had grown. "Sean had his tenth birthday two days ago and suddenly he thinks he is grown up," Terry laughed. "Anna is eight now?" Dana asked. "Yes, going on fifteen. She is quite a handful already, so I don't know what I'm going to do when she becomes a ." "I know all about it. We had a tough time with Jill at that age," Dana said, speaking of her 19-year-old who was now away at university. Dana had gotten pregnant with Jill when she was<b> eighteen </font></b>and just barely out of high school. Sometimes she regretted having a that early. However, the advantage was that now Jill was out of the house and she and Joe were still young. Joe was in his twenties when they met and married and he had wanted right away. Dana had refused at first but she was young and eventually gave in to his pressure. It had all worked out for them anyway. They were financially well off now and life was good. Terry sighed and gazed out the window at the playing in the back yard. At least the were happy and well adjusted, she thought. They lived in a great upper-middle class community with good schools. It had been a strain when they had bought the house eight years ago but it had been worth the struggle. Richard was making great money now with his PC support business and things were certainly looking up. She knew that she should have been very happy but, unfortunately, there was a price to pay at home for Richard's success. He was rarely home since he started the business. He had promised in the beginning that the long hours and hard work were only temporary, until he got the business going. However, that was five years ago and he still worked late every night. While Richard's work was a big part of Terry's problem it was not the entire issue. Sometimes she thought he worked just so he didn't have to be around her. It seemed they rarely even touched anymore. Then there were the issues in the bedroom. It had been a long time since they had been intimate. For a while she thought that maybe Richard was having an affair and even considered hiring a private detective. However, deep down she knew that there was a major gap between their desires for sex. Unfortunately, the gap was about as wide as it could get now. Besides that, Richard had always been hung up about sex and refused anything but the basic missionary position. She had tried to talk to him about it but he refused to even discuss the subject. On the other hand, it appeared to Terry that Dana had the perfect life. Joe seemed to be around her all the time. The fact that he worked out of the house had something to do with it, however it was more than that. She could see how loving the two of them acted around each other. They were like newlyweds, always touching and whispering little secrets to one another. They just seemed compatible. Besides that, Joe was incredibly handsome and sexy. He was in his forties but looked younger, even with his slightly greying hair around the temples. He was tall and well built as well – the rugged outdoors type. He owned some kind of marketing company and appeared to make it work by the sheer power of his personality. Terry was envious. Not because he was so handsome, but because he was so attentive to Dana. Dana knew that something was bothering Terry. They had been friends too long. She knew it had something to do with Terry and Richard's relationship because there had been several strong hints. While she didn't want to pry, she was her best friend. "What's the matter?" Dana finally asked. "Oh nothing." Terry sighed and looked into her coffee cup. "Sure something's the matter," Dana responded. "I've known you too long not to see it. We have always been able to share our problems. Come on." Terry took a deep breath. She was dying to tell Dana but didn't want to burden her with personal problems. It was now or never she thought. "It's... it's just that... oh, I don't know, something's missing in our... in Richard and my relationship lately. He doesn't seem to pay any attention to me anymore." She knew that she was dramatically understating the issue. "Have you tried sexy underwear?" Dana laughed. "I'm serious," Terry said and a little tear came to her eye. Dana saw her eyes start to tear up and realized that she was indeed serious. "I'm sorry Terry. However, I wasn't entirely joking when I said to try new underwear." "It's more than that," Terry said and paused. "What then? Don't tell me you're old. I'm older than you are. Besides, you have the body of a ." The older woman looked at Terry's slim form and sighed. "I would love to have your shape. Nice sized boobs and a dynamite ass," she said with a wide grin. "Nice sized boobs? They're too small, especially compared to your 36Cs. And, my ass is much too big." "Well, 36C aren't all they are made out to be. Gravity has a way of taking care of that. You will never have that problem. As for your ass, Joe drools over it. And, when you wear those little pink short shorts... well, I practically get ." The older woman laughed loudly. "I should buy all your clothes for you," she added with a coy smile. "He does? Joe drools over my ass?" Terry asked and then realized that she was acting a little too interested in what her friend's husband thought of her. Her face turned red with embarrassment. "Yeah. Last week when you were planting flowers, he saw you from his office window. I don't know how long he was watching you but when I came in to ask him if he wanted lunch... well, I thought you would have heard me scream. Boom, right over the desk." Now Dana's face flushed as she remembered what had happened that day. She knew that Joe was an "ass" man from the time that they met. In fact, they had started to have anal sex the first year they were married. Sometimes she thought that it was all they did. Not that anal sex was bad... no she loved it... sometimes it just seemed that she couldn't satisfy his lust. She worried about that. "I never knew," Terry said thoughtfully. "Sure, I see his eyes on me but every guy does that." Again, Terry realized what she was saying about noticing her friend's husband's admiring glances and added, "I'm sorry." "I'm sure every very guy 'does' look at that ass of yours," Dana laughed. "Even I am amazed by how trim and shapely your hips are after two . If I was a man..." Dana paused and then said, "Now I'm embarrassing myself," and she suddenly looked away from the younger woman and blushed. If she told her the truth, sometimes she had a difficult time keeping her eyes off of the younger woman. Dana had never had a thing for women but if she did, Terry would be on the list. Terry blushed again as well. "Well, thanks for making me feel better." After a long and somewhat uncomfortable pause, Dana took a deep breath and said, "I still think you should consider the underwear angle. I hate to tell you this chicka, but you need to spice up your wardrobe." "What's wrong with my wardrobe?" Terry said defensively. Dana looked at Terry and bit her lip, trying to decide if she should go any further. This was a touchy subject, especially because she was already obviously feeling depressed. Dana didn't want to make the problem worse but she thought, if your own friends won't tell you the truth, then who will? Finally she sighed and said, "It has been getting a little shabby lately. I think some new things would do wonders for your sex life." At first Terry looked shocked and hurt, but then her face showed resignation. "I guess you're right. I have been neglecting myself lately and I'm probably in just as much of a rut as Richard. The truth is that I'm willing to try anything." She fell silent for a minute and then said, "Maybe you could go shopping with me sometime and help me pick out some sexy clothes?" "I'd love to." The back door suddenly opened and Joe came in. "Hi sweets," he said as he walked over to his wife and kissed her on the lips. Then he leaned over and kissed Terry on the cheek. "How's my second favourite lady?" he said and wrapped his arm around her shoulder. Terry got a pretty pout on her lips and said, "Second favourite?" "Well, only when my wife is in hearing distance," he whispered and then winked at her as he stood by her side and pulled her warmly to his hip. Terry felt a little chill run through her when her shoulder touched Joe's hip. He was wearing a pair of shorts with sandals and a muscle shirt on top. His body showed the hours he spent at the gym and his bicycle riding. He was everything that Richard wasn't. Terry sighed quietly. She knew that Richard wasn't a bad guy. He had provided his family with a pretty good life and was never abusive to Dana or the . Then a little flash of guilt went through her. She loved Richard very much, but he was stuck in his ways. He came from a traditional family and still held onto many of the old ways. Plus, he had begun to let himself go physically. Unfortunately, with his work, he didn't have time to work out and had let himself gain a good bit of weight. However, she tried not to nag him about it but she worried about his health. "Hey, earth to Terry," Joe said with a laugh. Terry shook her head and smiled up at Joe, admiring his handsome face and shining smile. Terry liked Joe. He was personable and funny. They had always shared good-natured kidding, often involving sexual innuendoes. Suddenly, after what Dana had said, the innuendoes took on a new dimension. That thing about him being an "ass" man struck a chord deep inside her. She felt a sudden pulsing in that secret place. That "place" that she could never mention to anyone. Joe looked at Dana and asked, "I'm going to the supermarket to get some things. Do you want to come along?" "Yes, I need a couple of things myself," Dana answered and got up. "I'll see you at the car," Joe said to Dana and then kissed Terry on the cheek again. When he pulled away, she felt his lips still on her cheek. “Stop it!” she scolded herself. Both women watched the sexy older man walk out of the kitchen door. When Terry looked up, she saw Dana looking at her in a funny manner. Her face turned red again. "Nice butt there, huh?" Dana laughed. Terry didn't answer. She couldn't without embarrassing herself even more. "Tomorrow okay to go shopping?" Dana asked. "That works as long as we do it before the ’ dental appointment at three." "Let's do it at ten. I'll arrange everything and drive. See you tomorrow sweets," Dana said and bent over and kissed the same spot that Joe had. Terry thought she was losing her mind as her face burned with the touch of her girlfriend's lips. "Uh... yes... yes fine," she stuttered and then watched the older woman leave. |
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