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Anyone else ever feel that way?
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Anyone else ever feel that way?  Lot of stuff on my mind. Not just tonight. Not just lonely. Health issues that seem to be growing. Being alone tonight is just adding to the stress, I guess. I guess this is one of those "highlights" of being a single mom. NOT! Waiting to hear test results again. Been through this before.. a couple of times now....first time around I had just met a guy...he actually was there for me as were friends, a little over a year ago went through it again...only this time around did it all alone. Now not really sure where I stand. Only so much you can let go...and only so much I can let show with mini me around. Don't need to worry her any more than is necessary. Been doing some research on the internet...not finding any answers to my questions though. Sleepless nights, lots of thoughts...lists of things that need to be done...just in case. Get life in order. Cross all my t's and dot all my i's. Maybe...just maybe. I will just place it all in his hands...not alot of other choices to do. Anyone else ever feel that way? Like there is nobody that you can talk to? Nobody to share your fears with? Nobody to dry your tears? Nobody to hold you close and reassure you that it will be okay? I know, I know....there is always "someone" you can call upon. But I know that people have their own lives....their own troubles to deal with. They have their own families....once more goes back to that problem of having no family to really speak of....on my own...just me and mini me....and their is no way I will saddle her with this.....So for now....I will swallow the pain....keep doing my research...keep waiting for tests...results....sleepless nights and being alone.....  |
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1/28/2011 9:13 pm |
Yes, there is always 'someone' you can call upon. It's true people have their own lives but that is what a true friend is for. To be there when you need to talk to someone, to cry on the shoulder, to just let it out. You do have some true friends out there baby, and I know they care about you and worry how you have been too.
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1/28/2011 9:41 pm |
I agree there is always someone that you can talk to and now come to think about it I've told you before that if you ever needed to talk to give me a call so please call me my friend!! Even though I have my own separate life away from yours you know that I always make time for you and seeing how you have been doing! [post 977684] [post 1673788] [post 1567265] [post 2508587] [post 2511504] [post 2589132] Are You Ready For........[post 2587359] Check it out & particpate!! The BHL Blog Interviews...[post 2597695] The BHL Blog Index.......[post 2594103]     
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You can be alone with fear no matter how big a family surrounds you. Trust me. To ease the fear and alone, you have to reach out and let people know what you need. Most people cannot read other peoples minds. Even family can be oblivious to fears. I am learning and you need to learn too. Why are we so hard headed about reaching out?
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I realize I'm just an aquaintance you occasionally chat with on here... But, if you need to talk or whatever; you have lots of friends here that are in the area, who would be there as quickly as they could get there... And you can include me in that group if you would like to...
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I know what you mean. I've had to deal with my life problems by myself. I'm not sure how much longer I'll be able to do that though. Time is the enemy of us all. AB No Bozos
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Hey, Baby! I know it sounds like an echo, but you really do have a lot of folks here who care about you, and who are more than ready to help you with a burden like this. There is no heavier burden than one you will not share. Let those who care help you through this, we will all be more fulfilled for the experience. . Love you, Baby!
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