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Blogs > 80sbaby71 > Life in the Nursery~

Are YOU satisfied?  

80sbaby71 52F
7339 posts
9/16/2010 8:10 pm
Are YOU satisfied?



Are you satisfied? With your life? Your day to day life? Your love life? Your sex life? Your family? Your spouse, bf/gf, signifigant other? Your ?

I am trying. I am....I try every day. But somewhere/somehow I always seem to make somebody unhappy. I love my job....yet sometimes it makes me unhappy.

I am not satisfied with my love life. LOL, what love life.... I can't really have one, not at this point it seems. I am a single mom so my and her happiness comes first. If she doesn't want me to see someone....I seem to stop.

Sex life? LOL, what in the world is that? I have a friend who is willing to give me the benefits.....but I can't do that right now. I have to distance myself, again for the . I look back at my life a year ago. I laughed all the time, I was happy. I was satisfied with my life....all parts of it. I was in a relationship, the sex was great, I had fun. He used to joke about me having had "put my stable on hold" to be with him. Well...where the hell is that damn stable at? I don't even have a stick pony around!!!!

I don't have a spouse, bf/gf or any signifigant other at this point. I want one....of sorts. I don't mean that I am looking for a husband. No, not at all. I want a man in my life. Someone that will pull me into his arms and let me cry. Someone that will watch the movies with me and let me jump into his arms when the scary shit happens. SO SUE ME I LIKE HORROR!!!!! LOL!

I love my daughters. I do....really. I would do anything for them. But it seems like it is at the risk of my own life. I lost one (in a sense) because I made her life horrible (her words). And now she has moved out of state. Now my youngest is unhappy. I can't, won't lose her!!! Again at the risk of my own happiness....

So for now, I will find my satisfaction through others. I will live vicariously through others. My friends, my fellow online bloggers, my .....AND BY GOLLY MY ELECTRIC TOOTHBRUSH!!!!!
LoveHoochies 53M

9/16/2010 9:53 pm

 You should enjoy my final blog.
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PonyGirl1965 58F
22090 posts
9/16/2010 10:20 pm

 You will get back to last year's happiness. It may even be better. The characters may have changed a bit but the happiness will recreate itself. You will bloom again Baby.

I trust most children's opinion, like I trust my dogs opinion around people. If the dog doesn't like them, then they are probly not my kind of person. They may be very nice but my dog knows me best. There is just too much drama with some people. Your daughter knows you best. She knows you aren't happy. Therefore the people holding you back need to exit. Once the drama is gone, your happiness may come back all by itself.


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