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Still here! How is everyone today? I am still around, just not as much anymore. I let my gold membership go. I don't blog as much. And I certainly never meet anyone from here anymore. I guess I am just disillusioned. I am just enjoying the country life and the horses and all the pets and the quiet. Some of the people I have met from here are just wonderful and such great friends. Some are great lovers. Some are acquaintances. But most of the people were phony. Or nuts. Or far out, straight up crazy. Most of the men were leches. Most wanted sex that was great for them..... nothing for the woman. I got tired of going into chat rooms for exactly that.... chatting.. and all the men who wanted me to jump into my car and rush over to their house at midnight just to<b> fuck </font></b>them and leave. As if I was an or something. Got tired of the petty crap between the women. The insults and rudeness of people in chat. I still go to the meet and greets once in awhile, but have no idea who everyone is. But being the social person I am, it is great to meet people and have a drink and chat. I like that part of it. But in the end it is still the same old high school crap of there being too many women and not enough men at these things, and all the claws come out. I have no interest right now of meeting and fucking anyone new, I am just there to make friends. So I am not in the loop of who is doing who and who hates who. But it is the same old drama. So I have been backing away and giving it a rest for now. I am so busy with work right now there is no time for anything else. And what little social time I do have, I seem to spend it with just my closest friends or racing or concerts. I am very happy with where I am living right now..... I cannot explain why it is that every time I go out anywhere, on the ride home when we turn up the dirt road..... a sense of peace comes over me and I am so happy to see the house with the light burning. The best part of going out is coming home! So yes, I have been remiss in answering blog comments and mail I get. I log on maybe once a week now. I go into chat and don't recognize any of the names. I feel out of the 'clique' and for some reason..... don't mind. I do miss some people out there very much, miss talking and laughing with them, (you all know who you are) And yes, fucking them.... but I guess not enough to give up this quiet time I am enjoying just yet. But with winter coming, I will be wanting to go out again, see people again. So those of you who know who you are..... if you want to drop me a line and maybe we can get together soon for some drinks or dinner or something. If I have been away for too long and you have moved past me, I understand and that is cool. If you have my number, give me a call. It might be time to become the social person I used to be. So lets get together! I hope everyone has had as good a summer as I have, and enjoyed whatever it was you all did. I hope to talk to some of you again soon! xoxoxoxox  |
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well Jewel as long as you are enjoying life. That after all is all we want. Take care and have fun. Gimme a shout if you want...You have my address and stuff.... Take care Able202
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It seems to be a major change in your approach to life. However, you seem to be happy with it, and that is all that counts. I'm happy for you, and hope that you continue to be content.
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Hope I'm one of the ones you miss...if not then I also understand...if so, then let me know.
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9/21/2009 8:52 pm |
Jewel I am still dyin for our date. It just may be the experiance you've been missing.
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9/28/2009 10:49 am |
think you are just talking to the wrong men!! should give me a shoot think you would be writing a whole new blog then  send me a email lets chat more and see what happens from there
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